9:59 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
why bother
say something!
SO MESSY, MESSY MESSY
i don't know
i really don't
go ahead do whatever you guys want
but i feel so stupid to be sucked in
sometimes i don't get you at all
but sometimes i really do
i try, i really do
but it is so pointless
it is like moving forward
but not getting nearer to anything
i want to know i really do
but i don't know how
and i don't know if i want to hear the answer
i think i might be scared
who else am i supposed to go to
this has gone on too long
i don't know
i really don't
go ahead do whatever you guys want
but i feel so stupid to be sucked in
sometimes i don't get you at all
but sometimes i really do
i try, i really do
but it is so pointless
it is like moving forward
but not getting nearer to anything
i want to know i really do
but i don't know how
and i don't know if i want to hear the answer
i think i might be scared
who else am i supposed to go to
this has gone on too long