11:42 PM
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Looking back
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I can't believe it...
i miss school
i miss 2 Prudence
i miss everyone's whackiness
and unco-operativeness
i miss clique outings
i miss how everything used to be
i miss the old port dickies
our old pd outings
pd mass convos
conferences
smses
those were the times when i think...
i could never be happier
holidays just seem so dull
and sad
i really wish we could return to how things were
i never felt lonely
everyone was there for me
life was really great then

i specially want to thank LEX :D
thanks BESTIE!
you are the awesomest/whackiest/randomest/wierdest/funniest/japaniest friend EVER
thanks for helping me
through EVERYTHING
BIG BIG THANKS.
6:41 PM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Take me away
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It just gets so lonely
out there
with no one else near you
or even a miles away
standing here
right now
wishing the sun to come back out
but it will always remain in darkness
no where to run
no where to hide
try so hard to change it around
but the new things that pop out everyday
makes it harder
what else can happen
just as you think nothing worse could happen
it just did
like the world is falling
nothing to stop it
and you keep falling
and it never seems to end
Please be strong
i wish i could tell someone
but there is no one
no one who will understand
family?
friends?
4:44 PM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
say something!
it feels great to be home.
i missed everyone
pd felt like it was never going to end
but when i got home
everything seems to be passing so fast
and i only JUST got back
i really want to thank...
ALEXIS :D
i really feel better much better talking to her.
and i want to thank ee jie, ethel, alex and alot of people for making me feel better
i probably should have not gone
seriously
and lex's moral of the story is DO NOT GO IF SHE IS NOT GOING
that is also probably half true too.



what was i thinking
i thought everyone would be different
i guess i was wrong
really wrong.
i just want to close the door
and leave the rest behind me
but i just keep looking back out again
it is just too difficult
who knew it would be that tough
10:37 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
say something!
just came back from pd
i have no idea what to blog about it
what is there to say

who would have thought
this would happen
i really think i took a wrong step
i regret going
i really do
i think i should have just stayed home
what is the use if this just makes everyone unhappy
is it all worth it
i don't think so
11:11 AM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
TENNIS CAMPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!
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OMG! tennis camp was really fun,
well i had fun
shanice, chelsea and ruijia INSISTED that it was boring
and they want to go home
HAHA!


so first day....
I WAS LATE TO MEET JIA! :D
by like 1 hour cause i lost my contacts... DAMN IT ):
OH! jia INSIST that she looks like a REBEL! haha
i love the way she pronounces it.
SO we had training and all... THANK GOODNESS... it started raining halfway
MATTHEW IS KILLING ME!
HE IS LIKE A CHEEKOPEEK!
HE IS TOO PROTECTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE IS CREEPY!!!!!!!!!!
i try to avoid him as much as possible.
slacked in the hall
SARAH AND SAMY WERE USING MY PHONE TO SMS RANDOM PEOPLE!
something like this:
" HEY HOT STUFF, meet you tonight at lib. can come to my house later if you want *inserts wink* won't leave till you come. will be waiting*inserts smoochy face* "
OMG! too ee jie and dian shao.... EW EW EW!
OH! then played league, I IMPROVEDDDDDD :D
i think i played quite well....

but i lost ):
played joylynn 2-1
played sarah lim 2-0
OH! and thanks to jia, shanice, chelsea, samantha ong for waiting for meeee :D(to bath)
then night time.. my dad came to give me my new monthly contacts :D
watched mamma mia.... BORING... seriously -.-
played cards in the end.
THEN WE FINALLY GAVE IN TO CHELSEA AND WENT TO PLAY
ADVENTURE WITH HER COO-LI-OS TORCH.
but shanice was scared/freaked out haha!
then watched devil wears prada.
AND SHANICE KEPT BUGGING ME TO PLAY A GAME CAUSE SHE WAS BORED!
so i taught her my shimmy shimmy game:D we were laughing... LIKE MAD!

DAY 2
more training and league matches
then went to town :D
OMG!!!! we slept during quantam of solace... at least chelsea and i were trying to
BUT IT WAS TOO NOISY AND LOUD!
we met ee jie after that , coincidentally.
mrs de thought he was my boyfriend... EWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
then camwhored at kfc, movie posters and all
haha! erm went back to school played NAME GAME :D
OMG! nat hui... YOU LOSER! (slipknot and LOGAN)!
she was laughing so hard that she cried.
then went to town with OTHER CCAs! basically, swimming and squash.
we camwhored like mad in town and embarrassed ourselves alot!
HAHA! i will upload the pics when i feel like it :D
ERM night time was talking and sharing and stuff.
omg long post... sigh i will just cut to the chase.
jia is obssessed over feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
blog about day 3 in another post.
BYEEEEEEEEE :D

why bother
1:14 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
It shouldn't be like this
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I thought it might be different
it shouldn't be like this
i thought it would turn out better
but it just became a blur
i have no idea what to say
or how to react
what am i suppose to say
it feels like it will never be the same again...
i just want to disappear
like the way sunsets work
the sun goes down...
but it still comes up in the end.

12:57 AM
SHARING ROOMS SUCKS, BITCHES!
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OMG I HATE SHARING A ROOM
SO FREAKING RESTRICTED.
i can't listen to music.
i can't talk on the phone
cause my sister says i am noisy or whatever shit
and not like i was given a choice,
my WHOLE LIFE was sharing a room with someone
and she gets all the privileges anyway
she gets more space.
she gets the top bed,
and she can sleep anytime she wants.
all she has to freaking do is lie down.
i have to PULL OUT THE BED,
that is why i always just end up sleeping on the couch
and when i wake up,
i have to push it in and fold my stuff,
IT IS FREAKING TROUBLESOME!
sometimes,
my sister can be a total bitch.
8:39 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
MAJORLY OVERDUED PICTURES!
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11:23 AM
Fridays are the AWESOMEST♥
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okay FRIDAY... was super fun!
met jia and lex in the morning for breakfast
(it is becoming our normal routine now)
then it started raining, and we begged jia not to go for training
but she insisted on being responsible,
so lex and i went back to her house.
we ended up playing tennis cause it stopped raining.



Then... it was time to leave
we met up with jia and shanice on the bus
and lex was getting hyper over.
SPICE GIRLS' WANNABE.
yoooo......tellmewhatyouwant, whatyoureallyreallywant.
OH then we went to cine to meet ee jie and elliot.
SERIOUSLY, i hate going out with jia ):
she makes me run so much, and the running i did yesterday was enough for a MILLENIUM!
she hates being late!( in pd we are going to MAKE HER LATE!)



So, met up with ee jie and elliot.
then went to burger king to eat.
OH lex, shanice, jia, ee jie and elliot played a prank on me.
(i think lex was the mastermind... AGAIN)
they finally gave in when i reported my missing wallet to the customer service.
went to the arcade cause we had spare time,
then when it was time we went in to the cinema to watch....
MADAGASCAR 2!!!
OMG! we were freaking noisy,
and we made... ALOT OF NOISE!
THE CINEMA WAS FREAKING COLD! SERIOUSLY!
and lex laughs really loud.
then gradually... the movie ended and elliot was sleeping!
and lex wanted to leave without him,
but the person who ended up waking him up was... LEX!



went to wisma to get my phone
(OMFG, i am freaking pissed, it took them 3 WEEKS to replace my LCD SCREEN!)
then clarke quay to collect jie's warcraft
($65!!! why do guys spend that type of money on... GAMES!)
then to starbucks, bought drinks and played cheat.
but apparently... IT IS ILLEGAL,
so we got chased out.
then shanice, jia and i started playing guess the song
OMG IT IS THE BEST GAME EVER!!!!!!!!
took a bus back to school,
(still playing the awesomest game)
went to the courts and started playing cheat again.
but we ended halfway cause training started.
THANK GOODNESS,
I THINK I WAS LOSING.
jie's brother joined us today.
i played BADLY!
really badly ):
and i was quite pissed, (wait) VERY PISSED!
but i got over it during supper :D



SUPPER always makes everything better.
IT IS THE AWESOMEST!
played cheat again.
and meanwhile... shanice and i were playing guess the song.
LEX AND I kind of cheated.
oh then lex had to leave SUPER EARLY ):
then we played taiti (sp?!)
ee jie's stupid knocking on the table.
he can just say PASS!
then everyone left at the same time
SUPPER WAS FUN :D



ANYWAY,
my phone bill finally came!
$99..... so dead D:




make it better
11:47 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
SEEMS NEVERENDING
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DYING....
seriously...
there are so many things to do...
i don't know where to start.
FREAK!
class party is the hardest shit ever.
packing for camps is just so TAXING!!!
such a mess.
and i need to pack my room.... EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE!
my microsoft word cd is missing so is my printer cd.
OMG! WHERE THE FREAK ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will blog about today some other time (IT WAS FUN THOUGH)
i think i just need some rest.
i am really tired.
i get frequent headaches the whole time
and i feel like i can faint from fatique... ANYTIME.
holidays are suppose to be STRESS-FREE!

why is this happening,
trying to do the right thing
can make you feel so confused too.
it is just so messy.
like the whole world is messed up,
and you are trying to clear the whole mess...
1:38 AM
say something!
THURSDAY!!!!!!
i thought it was going to be mega boring,
BUT I WENT OUT WITH JIA AND LEX :D

oh and to ee jie:
OMG,
you just typed out the sms and press MARK SEVERAL
and send us the same sms,
and think that we will never find out?!
NEXT TIME YOU SHOULD SEND OUT PERSONALISED SMSES!
but congrtulations on ending your olevels :D
hope you did well!!!


oh so along the way,
lex suddenly couldn't come, but she did in the end
long story.
we ate at pasta mania,
lex and i ate the same thing we did on monday.
OH, and somehow we kept laughing at whatever jia said.
and eating with jia is like torture.
YOU HAVE TO CLEAN YOUR PLATE UP,
EVERY SINGLE BIT!
(but i didn't :D)
anyway walked to taka,
AND IT WAS RAINING... LIKE MAD!
lex had to find her locket.
and lex finally admits that she gets high after meals! (from her blog)
then she started spraying water when we got to the underpass(with her umbrella)
and said " IT'S RAINING ON JIA!!!!"
being hyper and all



OH WE WENT TO GRAMAPHONE!
jia and lex were being freeloaders,
watching hancock
while i was looking at albums,
but i joined them after a while.
HANCOCK IS SUCH A NICE MOVIE!
lex didn't find anything though.

THAT'S ABOUT IT :D

(AND, OMFG! IT IS JUST RAINING AND RAINING AND RAINING THE WHOLE DAY)
10:16 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
THANK YOU MEGA LOADS ALEXIS♥
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THANKS ALEXIS FOR HELPING ME WITH MY BLOG... AGAIN :D
HAHA, boats and birds, ilovevegetarians, treelover, birdsandworms!
THANKS A BUNCH
anyway, my skin has changed to....
SHADY THE TREEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
okay that's all
BYE :D
1:16 AM
Alexis the GREAT.
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(I look like a cat right! :p)

HEY YOU.
I mean, HEY EVERYONE. HAHA!
This is ALEXIS.
:D
This blog has been edited by ALEXIS.
This blog skin has been chosen by ALEXIS.
This blog has been created by ALEXIS!
HAHAHA!
Thus, since everything's done by ALEXIS, Amelia should be THANKFUL.
Heehee.

Seriously. This blog will be screwed up without ALEXIS!
ALEXIS THE GREAT! Hahah! :p
Okay okay, I was kidding. I don't mean to be so.. ego.
So yeaaah.
Hi Amelia! :)
Hope you like/love your blog k! :p
xoxo
ALEXIS
10:40 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
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OMG! SCREW THIS SKIN ):
anyway,
home is seriously the last place i like to be
except in the afternoons,
when there is NO ONE!
sometimes it is lonely, but MUCH BETTER than when there are people
omg i can't wait to get my own place.
but that needs money ):
it is just so freaking suffocating at home.
i don't have a room,
the living room has people watching tv,
my room is occupied by my sister who is studying
and i can't make any noise or anything
i don't like sharing a room with her as much as she does with me.
DO I EVEN HAVE A CHOICE!
NO RIGHT!
at least she gets the better bed and more space too.
and i can't even express anything at home
and just because my sister is older than me
doesn't mean she can just tell me what to do.
and i don't feel like going for dinner with them tomorrow.


take me away

6:51 PM
ZOO PICTURES♥
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6:39 PM
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OKAY, wednesday!
IT WAS MAPHEW!
not that bad, it was quite okay
i talked to him and was NICE to him :D
OMG! the sun is just KILLER!
it is like this GINORMOUS BIG BALL OF FIRE BALL IN FRONT OF MY FACE!
oh i played quite okay....
drills were okay
then i started to get high and all, and i was going around being retarded.
OH! played round robin with jia today :D
I WON THE FIRST GAME!
probably because jia double faulted... ALOT!
and i think i played quite well (:
haha , then the sun started to get to me,
AND JIA MADE ME RUN... ALOT ):
i gradually ran out of energy
then she started thrashing me.
OH WELL... FUN GAME :D
omg then i got this really bad headache
I BET IT IS BECAUSE OF THE SUN!


OMG!
THEN NIGHT TRAINING GOT CANCELLED!
BOO!
i was really looking forward to it ):
STUPID SUN AND RAIN!
MAKE UP YOUR MIND!
CAN'T YOU JUST BE BREEZY!


just keep wishing...
10:36 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY, so today,
audrey came to surprise me with her cake!
THANKS!
then lex came(wasn't very unexpected cause she told me, haha)
omg 14 MACAROONSSSS!!!!!!!!!
THANKS LEX!!!!
then we sat around, she helped me pick out an outfit
and kept complimenting herself on how good it was,
then we went to cafe cartel to eat :D
AND JIA WOULD BE VERY PROUD OF HER!
she finished her MEAT!

oh then sandra came to meet us
so went to ntuc, bought stuff
then went to my house
read magazines
watched tv,
then sandra had to go.

SO, lex and i walked around my estate,
OH then we went to thai express
i think we were really noisy over the phone,
HAHA! BUT IT WAS FUNNY!
omg I LOVE MY BROTHER!!!!
he paid for my dinner!!!!!!!!!!
oh then went to frolick,
came back to my house and we slacked
then she went home.

OMG! THEN!
my family prepared a small cake for me and i thought that was all,
BUT THERE WAS ANOTHER ONE,
my mum tricked me to go into her room,
and there was a BIGGER ONE!!!!
and when it was lifted off the table,
THERE WAS ONE HUNDRED BUCKS$$$$$
omgggggggggggg,
AND I WAS SUPER HIGH AFTER THAT!

(these are lex's cool pictures :D)
THANKS LEXIS FOR EVERYTHING!
THANKS SANDRA FOR COMING!!!!!!!
one of the many things i wish for






11:52 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
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MONDAY!
oh it was going to rain, so lex and i decided to stay home :D
SORRY JIA D:
then lex and i decided to go out !
met her at far east, looked around then went to heeren so she can buy me my " surprise " present!
THANKS LEX FOR THE BRITNEY SPEARS ALBUM!!!!
oh i bought a PAIR OF SHOES!!!
and i bought lex a really cool zoro/cowboy hat!
then we decided to go to her house :D

OH! CAMWHORED... LIKE MAD!
then i ate dinner at her house,
MOST FUN DINNER EVER!
OMG! haha firstly.. lex eats like a barbarian... eating ribs
then we tried imitating her at a deputan ball, drinking soup
haha
OMG! THEN WE ATE JELLY, and we were singing songs at the same time
haha it is DAMN FUNNY!
then we all choked.
OH THEN WE PLAYED MARIO KART!!!!!!
AWESOME!!!!!!!
really fun!
i competed i won.... like once :D
STUPID MAPLE TREE, AND CASTLES, AND RAINBOW ROAD!
then i went home,
and that's about it!
THANKS LEX, today was ULTRA FUN :D
11:28 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
say something!
sunday, boring
watched disturbia
OH IT WAS GOOD!
really good
and i am hooked onto
DOLL DOMINATION
and beyonce's
IF I WERE A BOY!

leave it on the line
let it hang
now,
no one knows what to do
...it happens



10:56 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
say something!
i have decided to just stay home all day now!
during my holidays
and i will learn all my piano pieces and all
i just feel so... i don't know

i tried
but fail
nothing will help now
let it all just go
what is the use of holding on
it is just so pointless
let it just float away.
6:15 PM
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OH! OKAY, everyone
I GOT CONTACTS, FINALLY!!!!!!
putting it on is not as easy as it seems( listen to lex!!!)
okay so FRIDAY!
sorry JIA AND LEX ):
i was late!
met at macs, ate breakfast,

WOW LEX IS THE BEST! she drank her maple syrup but not her milo!
and i think everyone can guess jia's reaction!

went for training, and the SUN is the WORSE EVER!
drills and 54321 was quite fun!
OH! played poison ball,
haha lex is the worse getting whacked on the same spot... ALOT!
then i went home after that.

okay met lex at 3 plus
and went to buy sandra's COOL PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!
okay cabbed to sandra's house
then cabbed to the cc ( cabbing costs a BOMB$$$$$)
DID CIPPPPP, kids are THE BOMB!
omg they are really cute and i met this cute boy called
ETHAN, super cute!!!!!
CIP WAS GOOD :D
then lex and i went off early
caught everyone in time in school to go for supper :D
andre joined this time
MORE PEOPLE ARE JOINING!
i bet it is cause they can't resist out awesome suppers:D
played cheat and stuff
then lex and i went to buy sandra's cake,
coach chipped in $10, thanks :D
oh and,
THANKS RUI JIA FOR DOLL DOMINATION!
THANKS A BUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!


so lex and i left early to go to sandra's house
dropped by my house packed a bit
then my mum gave us a ride to sandra's house!
she was really surprised :D
SHE LOOKED HAPPY!
oh and i added her favourite hannah montana collectable cards :D

so we slept over
and lex was so smart SHE PUT THE AIRCON THAT WAS IN HERS AND MY ROOM TO 16 degrees celsius + POWERFUL!
omg i was freezing and my blanket was really THIN!
then we all woke up around 9 plus
played guitar hero, sandra's REALLY PRO!
then we ate sushi tei,
went to sandra's house watched tv and that is about it :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA!!!

wish i knew
and hope it will get better
12:11 AM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
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OMG
THE ZOO IS THE AWESOMEST, BITCHES!
I went with ANN AND DREY :D
IT WAS SUPER FUN! AND WE WERE BUSY BEING CRAZY!
omg
i think half the photos today have me inside, UNGLAM ONES!
oh well, unglams are nice :D

OMG! THE ELEPHANTS AND ZEBRAS ARE THE BEST!
and elephants look cute on tv... they are quite ugly in real life,
HAHA! :D
but it started raining, LIKE MAD!

then we decided to go to my house :D
used the com, bake brownies, played truth or truth and watched tv
WELL IT WAS STILL FUN!
i went for training after that,
it was okay
coach had to go for some presentation ):
so we were coached by this new coach, shan't discriminate or anything
it was okay.... i guess.
ANYWAY, supper was fun :D
we got new supper friend... his name is marcus
AND LEX FINALLY GOT UP THE COURAGE TO SAY WHAT SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO SAY!
oh we spilt this whole cup of table, WHOOPS, haha
supper jinx!
ANYWAY! coach and audrey said my brownies were good!
oh lex too, but a little too crumbly.

OKAY TODAY WAS A FUN DAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to lex:
REALLY SORRY, REALLY REALLY SORRY
JUST THAT THESE THINGS KEEP COMING UP
AND SUDDENLY IT IS LIKE SO SCREWED! SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
12:04 AM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
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MONDAYYYYYYYYYY
we had training this morning, as usual
not bad... slack and fun
i partnered jia and lex partnered chelsea
AND WE TIED!
1-1
i played badly today ):
ANYWAY, went to get my conacts,
the trial wil be ready in 2-3 days.
IT IS TAKING SO LONGGGGG
nothing much after that.

OH WELCOME BACK
ARIEL AND THEA AND AGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISSED YOU BITCHES:D
APPARENTLY(cause ann wants to)
WE ARE GOING TO THE ZOO
AND SHE PUTS DIBS ON THE GIARAFFES(sp?)

OMG i need to plan chalet too ):
i feel so lazy!!!!!!!!!!!
OH! and THANKS ELLIOT FOR SONGS :D
i am on this hype about wierd cool songs,
and now i am in love with CHIP SKYLARK'S " SHINY TEETH AND ME"
and THE TEEN TITANS THEMESONG!
and apparently back to westlife, which is so old
and jia wil probably kill me, because they are a BOY BAND!!!!!!!!!