8:43 PM
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Shattered and broken
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i can't play properly nowadays!
SORRY JIA AND LEX!
SHIT, i need training ):
very very soon!
SCREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to do my homework
BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW!
i need tuition
BUT I AM NEVER FREE!
i need to study
BUT I AM LAZY!
URGH!
shoopotsandpans!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so freaking PISSEDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!
I HATE TIME
I HATE STUDIES
I HATE EVERYTHING
i keep screwing up!


leave me by the roadside
broken and shattered
what is left
will be what you remember
10:19 PM
Friday, January 30, 2009
IT'S AN SSS THING!
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IT'S A SSS THING!
AND WE ARE IN IT!
♥♥♥♥♥


















































8:46 PM
So Couture
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TRAINING
GOT
CANCELLED ):
and it didn't rain!
so i just hung around with lex and chels
school was fine today :D invest ceremony was kind of boring ):
ALOT OF SPEECHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg i have alot of math HOMEWORK!
PSH!

5 random things :
1. i am waiting for my double eyelids to magically appear
2. i am waiting for one million dollars to magically drop down from the sky
3. i want to go travelling, preferably around france
4. i want a clothing line specially for me!
5. i want a fairytale!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's about it :D
RANDOM THINGS... that willl never come true
cheerios!
7:54 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Stop the world
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school was FINEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
during pe, we ran to malcolm park it was quite fun
BUT TIRING TOO!
omg i need my stamina back!!!
OH! training, ran another 6 rounds
and i was playing really badly during training today ):
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg i really really hope we get good results
if not....
and two of our best players are involved in invest
it will be over by tomorrow though
good luck b div :D

everything is moving so fast
i just want to stop
and take a glance...
of what we are not
10:30 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
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HAD TRAINING TODAY!
and i played HORRIBLE!
i was super distracted by daryl and anthony
they are SUPER FUNNY!
oh well... today was fine i guess
I GOT SO MUCH WORK TO DO ):
i miss you
i hate this emptiness

1:30 PM
Waiting for you love
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i went out yesterday,
with elliot, shanice, adam, wyn, adam's friends
it was okay i guess
BUT I SHOULD HAVE STAYED HOME,
DO MY WORK!
OH DAMN ):
so much work to do!
had this really nice talk with shanice (:
I MISSED HER!
I MISS LEX, CHELS AND JIA TOO!!!

so empty
this feelings, was like never before
it is new
but i don't know if it is in a good way
but i am waiting for your love
7:17 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRR!!!
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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!
AMELIA WENT VISITING TODAY!
i didn't really get much money this year!
$108 only ):
but my parents gave me $200!!! (:
omg visited my mum's side first today!
SAW VALENCIA!
she is SUPER KEWT!




Yah that's valencia

THEN, i went to my dad's cousin's house
mostly all $2, haha! oh well came back around 4
CHINESE NEW YEAR IS SO SADLY BORING ):
AND EVERYONE IS OUT HAVING DINNER OR VISITING!
omg BORING BORING BORING ):
I NEED A LIFEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
12:30 AM
I LOVE YOU AND YOU AND YOU!
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we went to watch BRIDE WARS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS PD OUTINGS ):
OHOH, i meant YESTERDAY!
ANYWAY............ there was Ben, Jin, Jie, Gerald, Adam, Liot, Nuo yee and LEX!
we met roshan along the way but she didn't go with us.
anyway the movie was NOT BAD!
omg lex and i have like new BIG AMBITIONS!
which is going to need money
SSS HOUSE!
DREAM WEDDINGS!
CLOTHES!!!!!!!
omg i was a clothing line JUST FOR ME!
HOW COOL WILL THAT BE!
OMG AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
haha! had reunion today!
i ate more than usual
AND VALENCIA IS THE CUTEST THING ALIVE!
I SWEARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH PEOPLE GO TO
koumikoumi.blogspot.com!
NICE CLOTHES K!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
HAHA BYEBYE :D



i want something to happen
so empty
12:01 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
SLEEPOVERRRRRRR!!!!!!!
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OMG SSS SLEEPOVER WAS THE BOMBS!
OMG I WORE MY COOL PYJAMAS,
so black!
we did retarded videos again!
SUPER RETARDED!
haha damn stupiddddd!!!!!!!!
we couldn't watch our dvd that we rented,
STUPID INPUTS AND OUTPUTS!
so we just watch disney channel
and fell asleep in the karaoke room, which we weren't supposed to sleep in.
so we woke up at 10 something, lex and me first
then chels and shanice.
then we went for our cool MORNING SWIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we were water " fighting"
lex and i kind of lost ):
haha then we camwhored alot at the swimming pool.
then we bathed, ate breakfast and headed to far east to shop!
we all bought something :D
i bought a shirt!
OMG I AM SUPER BROKE!
then we went to taka and borders!
finally sat down at yoshinoya to take a break
OMG SHOPPING CAN GET TIRING!
later on, headed home, camwhored and everyone gradually left ):



BYE CHELSEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVE FUN IN MALAYSIA!
WE WILL SEE YOU ON THURSDAY :D
THANKS FOR THE INDIVIDUAL SMS!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
6:48 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
RED LIGHT MEANS STOP
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YESTERDAY I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL!
HEADACHEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway TODAY WAS FINE :D
i was on the way to school and i realised i left MY HOMEWORK FILE AT HOME!
AGAIN!
BUT MY DAD TOOK IT TO SCHOOL FOR ME
THANKS!!!!!! I LOVE MY DAD!!!!!!!!!!!

we had PE today!
we had to run 6 rounds and ELISA (badminton) was all the way in front
so SARAH GRABBED ME and pulled me in front
S : "come on amelia! let's do tennis proud and beat the badminton-ers "
A :" OMG WHAT?! NO YOU WILL RUN OUT OF ENERGY! "
omg then sarah ran so fast i have never seen her run this fast before
and i told hui qi that we must not lose to CHICKENS! so i sprinted my second last lap
but sarah still beat me ):

OH! there was training today too :D
COACH GET BETTER K!
MEANWHILE USE YOUR COO-LI-OS SPEAKER THINGY!
LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!

we played pac man, NAT WAS DAMN FUNNY!
OH! i asked my dad about sabah AND I THINK I CANNOT GO!
MONEY MONEY MONEY! $$$$$$$$$
OH WELL, i am going to save up!

SSS SLEEPOVER TOMORROW!
OMG CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT, CAN'T WAIT!

overwhelming love
10:17 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I want you to know
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I wish i could tell you why i am like that
but i can't
it will be weird
it might change things
it will be selfish of me
when the time is right
you will know why
please don't think i am doing this cause of something else
i never want to hurt you

sss sleepover PLEASE COME!
3 more days!
OMG IT IS TAKING AGES TO COME!
FASTER PLEASE ):
10:10 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
clashing hearts
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school was fine :D
had a seminar thingy after school.
for history, I FEEL DAMN BLURRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
haha blonde moments
oh i met someone new... Alyssa (fang fang's friend)
so i have just been slacking ever since then.

I NEED OUR SSS SLEEPOVER
I MISS THEM SO MUCH
I MISS EVERYONE ):
I MISS YOU GUYS!!!
MEGA MOVIE NIGHT!!!

What do you call this feeling
emptiness
but i seem to like it
but i know there is something missing
this feeling is indescribable
5:12 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
the depth of a friendship
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Friendship is something that lasts forever
it might hurt you but it brings more joy than anything else
Friends count the days that they are together
but not the days they aren't
they will be there for you no matter what
they give you advice, encouragement and tell you the truth
they do not leave you in the lurch
when you are going through the hardest times in your life
they will be by your side
when you are crying your heart out
they dry your tears
when you are confused
they clear your thoughts
when you hate someone
they help you turn that hatred into love
They are there for you
TILL THE VERY END
I LOVE
ALEXIS TANG!!!!!!!!!
SHANICE KHOO!!!!!!!
CHELSEA CHAN!!!!!!
LEE RUI JIA!!!!!!!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
1:18 PM
camwhoring... DURING CIP!
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8:10 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
MONEYYYY - i need to make BUCKS!
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TOP TEN THINGS I NEED TO SAVE UP FOR!!!
1. PHONE BILL! ( $270 )
2. NEW PHONE!
3. NEW CAMERA!
4. JUNE SABAH TRIP! ($1400)
5. MY SISTER'S CHRISTMAS BIBLE!
6. LOTS OF CLOTHES!
7. LOTS OF SHOES!
8. IPOD CLASSIC!
9. A PARIS TRIP!
10. A WALLET!
OMG! there... haha! number one and five is kind of more important though
MY GOSH!
I NEED GREEN PAPER!

7:49 PM
CLOCK THOSE HOURS!
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today was TIRING!
SO... TRAINING!
ran 6 rounds.
then we had to do the 200 balls thing
OMG, then while playing with Joylynn,
i kind of twisted my ankle
it hurts like shit now!
i think i strained it again ):
OMG PHYSICAL!
IT WASN'T THAT TOUGH
BUT STILL TOUGH
the step thingy, and the partner-track thingy!
TIRING, and the sun made it worse!
OH! then Nat and Lex came over :D
put down our stuff, bathed, ate
then sandra's mum came to fetch us and all 4 of us went for CIP!
haha!
did registration!
then kids were okay i guess.....
the first cip with kids was cuter :D
OMG THE STUPID CHUN EE GUY!
urgh BITCH!
OHOH! there was this ______ guy!
there was a second batch too!
we sat in for the second batch there was
ONE SC GIRL, JOYCE (3sy)
the little boys were SUPER NOISY!
and there was this kid who couldn't pronounce MAJESTY!
haha.
but they were cute i guess (:
HM... that is about it for today!
nothing much
I WANT OUR SSS SLEEPOVER... SLACK!

OH! AND I AM KIND OF BANNING MYSELF FROM
MSN-ING TOO MUCH
AND FROM USING MY HANDPHONE TOO MUCH!





i like it this way
12:06 AM
POTRAITS (By: Sarah Wong, Yow huiqi, Amelia Lau)
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11:49 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
FRIDAY!!!!!!! TGIF
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I AM SUPER PISSED!!!!!!
blogger won't let me upload the cool scanned potraits
sarah, huiqi and i did!
i will figure it out LATER!
so schoooooooooooooool,
same same!
no humanities today!
i was quite happy,
okay i started aching halfway through the day!
HURTS!
anyway after school, went to J8!!!!!!!
with CHELS AND LEX!
OH WE STUDIED!!!
NOT BAD!
oh i am going to do my articles on
I FINISHED MOST OF MY WORK ALR :D
1. SUPER UGLY PEOPLE WHO DARE GO OUT IN PUBLIC
2. SUPER RETARDED PEOPLE WHO DARE TO GO OUT IN PUBLIC
then rushed off to school
training was.......FUNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone was crazy over CHAIRS!
seriouslyyyyyy!
i think i played better today :D WITH MANY MANY TYCO SHOTS!
jail: 5-0! ( we won! Adrian, adam, lex and me )
OH! supper after that, OMGOMGOMG
CHELS SHANICE AND LEX CAN ACT MEGA WELL!
THEY SERIOUSLY SCARED ME
LIKE
BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

SORRRRRRRRRRRRY LEXX FOR DROPPING YOUR CAMERAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
x 52I3846584 TIMES!
LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!
AND I LOVE YOUR EAT YOUR WANTON THING
HAHA!
have it in my handphone !!!

wear your heart on your sleeve
11:29 PM
THURSDAY- shaped like a heart!
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thursdaythursdaythursday!
OKAY! thursdayyyyyyyy was FINE :D
quite fun!
i am liking my class more... like everyday!
haha!
hm......................... TENNIS!
I KIND OF MISSED TRAINING :D
it was REALLY HOT!
did our warm-up RUNs and exercises.
OMG THE SUN IS LIKE... KILLERRRRR!
we had PHYSICAL!
oh we did like
FAST FEEEEEEEEEET! then lunge.
haha! lex was like laughing during it!
i think i lost like ALL MY STAMINA :(
OH! and did 40 BURPEES/ BURPIES!(however you spell it)
TIRING! but it was not the bad!
haha! went home..... THEN DINNERRRRRRR :D
KOREAN! i was JUST having a craving for that

OH AND I GOT DAMN SCREWED FOR MY PHONE BILLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!
$113 last month, $156 this month----------- $270 total!
AND I HAVE TO PAY IT MYSELF
and my dad was like
" just like them cut off your bloody line"
JUMPING JELLY BEANS!!!!!!!

i miss
ALEXIS TANG!
CHELSEA CHAN!
SHANICE KHOO!
LEE RUI JIA!

triple toppings

6:31 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
WEDNESDAY- eyebrow day!
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OH! yesterday was quite fun :D
( i think it was yesterday) mr Jo came in and picked up sarah's
3D EYEBROW CARD!
and EVERYONE TURNED TO SARAH! HAHA!
okay, everyone is an exaggeration(sp?)
OH! recess, CHELS AND SHANICE COULDN'T JOIN US ):
so there was only lex, jia, and ME!
it was still fun:D
OHOH! ASSEMBLY WAS THE BESTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!
HAHA! sarah, huiqi and i were being DAMN RETARDED!
we were doing self potraits of each other. haha!
cause we were talking about sarah's eyebrows, WAIT...
SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANY!
haha!
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU SARAH !!!!!!!!!!
hm............. after school!
met chelsea after deocorating the class a little.... VERY LITTLE!
then we went to Bishan :D
ate MOS BURGER!!!!!!!!!
met JIA and DOUG at the library.
went to school for their training, i left at about 7.15
SUPER TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ):
clocks ticking
6:29 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Walk away
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SCHOOOOOOOOOL WAS FINE :D
I HAVE A TEACHER
who kind of makes me go into SLEEP MODE!
like automatically, seriously!
once she steps into class, i can't help it ):
DAMN!
OH! other than that everything is fine :D
I LOVE SCIENCE LESSONS!
it is kind of the only classes i don't sleep in
i wonder why.
and i suck at science!
i kind of forgot what happened today.
OHOH MY MUM PICKED ME UP AT SCHOOL!
but she was late. so went to find lex,
she was decorating her class board.
ANDDDDD then i rushed down
got a letter from Shanice.
then left.
OMG! SCIENCE TUITION!
i got a hang of the formulae thing!
I HOPE I DO WELL IN CHEM TEST!

stop, leave, never look back
10:22 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
OMFG!
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OHMYGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my brother, mum and sister are going to
LONDON which includes....
SCOTLAND, FRANCE, PARIS!
AND ALL THOSE DAMN COOL COUNTRIES ):
i want to go!!!
OMG I HATE SCHOOOOOOOOOL!
shit i want to get away from all this
go to london for 3 weeks
to breakaway from all
the hectic schedules
the complications of life
the heartbreaks
the tense atmospheres
the painful memories
I WANT TO RUN AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


this hurts alot
please take this pain away
can you see?
it affects me too.
8:07 PM
BROKEN STRINGS
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Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before