obs is in a few hours time beetchezzzzzzzz
I WILL MISS
SSS!
CHELSEA AND SHANICE!
YOU GUYS TAKE CARE DURING ADVENTURE CAMP K :D
LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX!
and Gerald for being retarded
and roshan for making the stupidest comments
and Tabitha! refer to previous post!!!!
and EVERYONE ELSE!
BACK IN 5 DAYS!!!!!!!

i miss you
it seems like
i am longing for the impossible
everyday i hope to hear from you
i really wished i did not do what i did
now my heart longs for you to come back

I AM PROLLY THE LEAST PREPARED PERSON FOR OBS!
IT IS NOW 12.59 IN THE AFTERNOON
i have not packed, have not bought my things, hand not done my laundry
time is going to catch up with me
and i am still not panicking
I HAVE ISSUESS ):
i am not say MEGA EXCITED OR MEGA SCARED OF OBS
i just badly DO NOT WANT TO GO
i want to study for all the tests teachers piled up after OBS!
I AM SUPER BORED NOW, yes i should probably start packing
but i am LAZY!
i hate packing for camps!
PACKING FOR HOLIDAYS ARE SO MUCH MORE FUN!
should i go sabah???????????
hope lex goes ):
I WILL MISS EVERYONE, AND CIVILISATION WHEN I GO FOR OBS!
and know they will miss me too ((((:
HAHA! K DONE POSTING AND RANTING! BYEBYEYEBYEBYEBYE!


i need to post photos, but this is not my com!
when my com finishes being a bitch
i will post pictures (:
my com and phone is dying ):


your presence lingers
i long to return to the past
where you were there for me
your love that filled me up

FRIDAY!!!!!!!
training was not bad
BUT I PLAYED REALLY BADLY ):
oh there was chem and english test!
went out with SHANICE AND LEX :D
omg i miss them! WENT SHOPPING!
i am satisfied with what i bought
FINALLY CLOTHES!!!!!!
met chelsea at far east after that then lex and shanice went to shop
while chelsea and i sat down and talked :D
i miss them so much ))))):
ANYWAY WENT FOR TRAINING AFTER THAT!
we were LATE! HAHA!



SO SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
WHICH IS TODAY!
i played well for training ((((((((:
SORRY LEX WE COULD HAVE WON BUT I MADE US LOSE ):
we played against sarah and bean again
and lost AGAIN! ):
NEXT TIME!!!
went for breakfast with lex after that!
i miss breakfast with her!
talked talked talked :D
then lex left and i was watching simpsons until my dad came!
i went to church today!
I MISS CHURCH ):
jesus lover of my soul( i love this song)
i love you
i need you
though my world may fall
i'll never let you go
my saviour
my closest friend

talked to tabitha a bit today
CHEER UP K :D
you think too much!!!!!!!
God will always look out for you!
AND I WILL BE HERE TOO!


when i locked you out
i lost everything
i always wanted to open the door
and let you back in
but i don't know why i never did
i have been regretting ever since...

TODAY WAS TIRINGG!!!!!
so HISTORY! while everyone was having test :D
I HOPE YOU GUYS ACE IT!
haha!
so anyway ASSEMBLYY!!!!!
SOME air force thing
and we just had a police thing last week... we need more interesting assemblies!!!!!
SO ANYWAY
rachel's airline is called
RACHEL AIRS! (WHAT THE SHIT!!!!)
MINE IS
AMELIA EXPRESSWAYS :D
or the inspirational one AMELIA'S- I BELIEVE I CAN FLY!
so anyway the rest of the day was fun!
i rushed home, did math rush for a math tuition
i got scolded like thrice!
once for talking to alanna
and twice for getting distracted... by my phone
training was fine but i am so tired my arm has no strength
and my racket feels weird today seriously ):
EVERYTHING IS SO CHAOTICCCCC!!!!!!!
I MISS SSS!
where are you guys ):

i need someone
i need you
to help me get through this

TRAINING ON FRIDAY!
i went to watch the curious case of benjamin button before that
with Audrey and Ann
it was fun going out with them again :D

Anyway, rushed off to training after that
it was normal
gloomy-er than normal
lex and i had a session of STRESS RELIEF!!!!
CHEER UP TANGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!
Then we went to waffle town instead for supper
it was fun :D
carrot cake!!!!! (inside joke)

SATURDAY
had morning training today
lex and i lost to
BEAN AND SARAH,
JOYLYNN AND NAT HUI
oh well, we played better than usual :D
i stayed for c div training too, cause i felt like it!
haha! then i went home and took a nice nap
super mega tiredddddddddddddd ):
then i went to church... FINALLY!
haha!
i prayed for alot alot of things

the feeling remains deep in my heart
but half of it is gone
hopefully the other broken half
would leave

I TOLD YOU GUYS I CAN'T SWIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
i am a failure in swimming!
SORRY, MY BAD ):
4x25 got lost
BUT BUT 4x50 we got FIRST!
(but Sarah and i are going to claim credit!!!)
ACS BARKER IS FREAKING GINORMOUS!!!!!!


AMELIA SCREWED HER A MATH TEST UP!
and emath is screwed too ):
18/30 AND I COULD HAVE GOTTEN FULL MARKS
stopdropandroll!
I NEED TO STUDY! REALLY HARD NOW ):


went with hui qi to Bishan today,
and she was talking about JIOING and we were talking about
lianxzxz and bengxzxz! haha!
and i kind of ditched her after that
i didn't want to go to the library ):
NEXT TIMEEEEEEEEEEEE (((((:



MONDAY!
played TKGS!
and we were playing some
ARE YOU BRAVE ENOUGH THING
we kind of got scolded
whoopssssss!
haha!
had a good talk with lex
it's been 85750696x billion lightyears since we had one!
DON'T THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH
you will know what to do :D


Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Why do people look for more
when they already have everything they could ask for

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY WAS NATIONALS
lost 4-1 ):
it's okay b div :D
had sss+jia in-between-lunch-and-dinner meal.
ohoh and and and i screwed chinese test up... but i don't care!
stupid passage
birds and students



why is this happening