10:32 PM
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
trust in the lord
say something!
THANKS TABITHA!
FOR THE SHOUT OUT
AND THE VERSE!!!!!!!
Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6
you know, in times of troubles i really need to learn to count on my bible
to console me and make me feel better
as well as my friends!
thanks so much TFL i love you TTM!
you are the awesomestestest twin (:
AND HUIQI!
thanksssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
for the ginormous beeg HEART!
and your advice (:
you are the best yallow flim bath friendddddddd
although you steal my food!
and don't catch me when i fall!
and take my peanut butter bread!
haha but i will still buy that cool bread for you!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU (:
and KAIEN!
for being so stupid and inisisting you be a GFFL!
but anyway thanks for your concern (:
8:07 PM
I'm numb towards it all, i wish
say something!
today was seriously fuckedupi'm a total mess now
it was like a bomb
i was listening to Ms Lau but i totally didn't absorb
i tried to listen
but i am just spacing out.
and i was really not in the mood to be in school.
i feel like my concentration is ZERO!
i really wanted to go home
but THANKS HUIQI NATASSIA AND WANQI FOR HELPING ME (:
Huiqi and Natassia stayed in class for recess to accompany me
I LOVE THEM
and they are really funny.
SO HISTORY TEST!
I SCREWED BADLY
HERE'S HOW!
the question was about
whether stalin's(russian) policy about collectivisation and industrialisation was detrimental(opposite of beneficial) to USSR(russia)!
so i wrote IT DID NOT AFFECT USSR AT ALL!
cause i forgot that stalin was RUSSIAN!
and i thought he was GERMANY!
so i said this whole thing concerns Germany ONLY
and had NOTHING got to do with RUSSIA!
NOTHING!
that is how much i screwed it up!
and when i found out, i just felt like a mess
like i am INCAPABLE OF THINKING.
seriously the questiong was fucking easy!
i have no idea what i am thinking now
and i am just spacing out
i came home, watched tv fell asleep
woke up
spaced out
and i am not blogging
i want to take the plunge
i want to keep falling
not giving a care to the world
and be oblivious to my surroundings
10:08 PM
Monday, March 30, 2009
In the trip of my feet
say something!
I need to constantly occupy myself
to stay away from thinking
as a result of that, i actually listened DURING EVERY SINGLES LESSON!
even lit was productive and i actually learned
i learned during ms sie's lesson!
IT'S LIKE A MIRACLE!
ANYWAY, during BREAK!
i was standing at the benches trying to protect my sandwich from huiqi!
and i had to be stupid my leg fell into the hole there
and huiqi DID NOT STOP ME FROM FALLING OR ANYTHING
and i fell right through and she grabbed my sandwich!
and my shin is freaking DENTED! i mean has a dent in it.
but yah, THANKS HUIQI ! I ILY!
chinese test was screwed
amath is a blur
emath i got 2/20 for the queeeeeez! freaking genius right!
i know it is the LOWEST in the class but WTV! i am going to score!
my sister came to visit! so i met her after class,
and she complained that i didn't pick up my phone!
HAHA HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO!
after that i just studied the rest of the day tuition and all
i am quite proud of myself
but i can do homework to occupy myself
but when it comes to studying
my mind just drifts to current siuations!
HOW AM I GOING TO DO HISTORY!
seriously, i can't concentrate i just keep thinking and thinking
screw thinking !
ohoh! i watched the BONE COLLECCTOR!
i think it is a really really good movie
to think i want to watch RETURN TO HALLOWEENTOWN!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so glad my sister forced me to watch it!
i think i'm going to miss her if she goes london
that little flutter that was left
is now gone
my mind is occupied with those minute details
that will now linger
hopefully that lingering presence
will slowly fade away
then, i might be able to
be rid of that feeling
8:47 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i just can't handle it
say something!
I THINK THIS PICTURE IS COOL
TODAY WAS ALL ABOUT ART ART ART!
SO COOOL!!!!!!!!!
i think it was nice the LACROIX!!!!!!!!
and rachel DOESN'T HAVE A NORMAK FACE I JUST REALISED
hahha! HER FACE IS NEVER NORMAL!!!but it's okay rachel!
YOU STILL HAVE A SHINING PERSONALITY (:
haha! according to huiqi.
which is amazing WHO DOESN'T HAVE A NORMAL FACE! haha!
OMG we were all doing the TEE! ( known as a verb and not a name now!)
photos will be put up when i feel like it
OMG science tuition
i don't think it is neccessary
andmymotherwon'tfuckinglisten.freakingpissing!
SO WHATEVER! you can waste your money!
i want to leave it all behind
and be gone without a trace
like this never happened
cause i can tell
when it's true and when it is not
somehow, this doesn't feel like how it used to be
everything that was once there
will be lost forever
SO COOOL!!!!!!!!!
i think it was nice the LACROIX!!!!!!!!
and rachel DOESN'T HAVE A NORMAK FACE I JUST REALISED
hahha! HER FACE IS NEVER NORMAL!!!but it's okay rachel!
YOU STILL HAVE A SHINING PERSONALITY (:
haha! according to huiqi.
which is amazing WHO DOESN'T HAVE A NORMAL FACE! haha!
OMG we were all doing the TEE! ( known as a verb and not a name now!)
photos will be put up when i feel like it
OMG science tuition
i don't think it is neccessary
andmymotherwon'tfuckinglisten.freakingpissing!
SO WHATEVER! you can waste your money!
i want to leave it all behind
and be gone without a trace
like this never happened
cause i can tell
when it's true and when it is not
somehow, this doesn't feel like how it used to be
everything that was once there
will be lost forever
12:01 AM
this is bitter
say something!
forget it
i can't be bothered
you can do what you want
and i will do what i want
i will try to move on
and we will lead our own lives
i have been telling myself
the same thing over and over again
but i can't seem to do it
but i think i finally woke up
and saw what was really happening
you probably don't give a damn
and i am probably thinking too much
but is it too much to ask
for just a little bit of concern
10:10 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
results
say something!
OMG I SAW MY EPROGRESS!
but i have no idea if it is real!
I AM QUITE CERTAIN IT IS FAKE!
CAUSE I GOT 75% FOR HISTORY!
which is kind of impossible cause well,
I SUCK AT HISTORY!
OMGGGGGGG!
and i failed my amath ):
i think chinese is not done yet cause i got a freaking 25!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg chem i got 73 :D
but i have no idea why i am blogging this!
SCREW RESULTS ):
but i have no idea if it is real!
I AM QUITE CERTAIN IT IS FAKE!
CAUSE I GOT 75% FOR HISTORY!
which is kind of impossible cause well,
I SUCK AT HISTORY!
OMGGGGGGG!
and i failed my amath ):
i think chinese is not done yet cause i got a freaking 25!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg chem i got 73 :D
but i have no idea why i am blogging this!
SCREW RESULTS ):
9:59 PM
i can't deny those butterflies
say something!
TODAY WAS QUITE FUN!
at least kind of!
so training was HOT!
I HATE THE SUN )))):
lexis and i won!
finallyyyyyyyyy!
she's the BEST partner ever (:
WE PLAYED MATCHES AND STUFF
that's about it
OH COACH! GET WELL SOON!
FROM YOUR RASHESSSSSSS
THEN YOU CAN BE EXPOSED TO THE STUPID CRUEL HOT SUN AGAIN (:
Met tass at holland V to buy gloria's balloons!
SUPER PURPLEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to Simin's house after that
MORGAN IS SUPER CUTEEEEEE!
i think a small cell is more nicer, kind of
like you can talk more
and share more, so we know more about each other (:
SERVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS GLORIAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE BAPTISED!
Saw TABITHA and Kai En!
then with kenneth we talked about random stuff
I AM NOT A BIMBO!
omg William wasn't there ):
KK! that's about IT!
the simple memories
slowly fade away
as you drift past me
12:49 AM
This prolonged death is excrutiating
say something!
we kind of screwed up ):
REALLY BADLY!
Wanqi:Eh you know the guy yesterday that looks like Paul DiGiovanni?
Natassia:Paul twohill?
Me:NO! why would he be in BOYTWOHILL! (haha whoops, that is what waking up early cause your brain to be, BRAINDEAD!)
OKAY ANYWAY!
OKAY ANYWAY!
YAH i am just too lazy to blog about the rest of the day!
PAN'S LABYRINTH!
you seem to forgotten
or you seem to not be bothered
but either way
i am trying to ignore it
give up and walk away
9:53 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Choux pastry heart
say something!
I WANT TO RANT ):
but i am feeling lazy!
ANYWAY!
SOTC! we're screwed
MY BRAIN IS DEAD!
hydrogenheliumlithiumberylliumboroncarbonnitrogencoxygenfluorineneonsodiummagnesium
aluminiumsiliconphosphoroussulphurchlorineargonpotassiumcalcium
anyway! I want to wake up to a perfect life
like a PRINCESSSSSSSS!
yah right.
7:07 PM
i am effin pissed
say something!
i am pissedI AM EFFING PISSED/ WORRIED/IRRITATED!
SCREW CLASS CHEER K!
I AM LIKE RACKING MY BRAINS FOR CHEERS
and the class is so DEAD!
AND NOW I DON'T HAVE THE EMAILS!
i have to think of actions and everything! BY TONIGHT WITH HUIQI!
and i have CHEM TO STUDY! AND AMATH! AND BIO!
seriously ):
HOMEWORK SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
AND I FEEL SO STUPID
for actually tryinggggggggg!
like putting my freaking effort into so many useless things!
YOU DON'T SEEM TO CARE!
you are MOODLESS!
it's like you shun me
you are trying to forget me
and pretend that i don't even exist
i don't even know why i am seriously bothered by this
like it doesn't matter
you have people who are more important to you now
Labels: SCREWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
10:03 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I IS BORED
say something!
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:46 PM):
*HAHA
*YOUR BROTHER
*IS VERY FREE
*TAKING PICTURES
*OF HIS TERRAPIN
*i was laughing my head off when i saw it
Lecindra! says (9:57 PM):
*HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*HAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAH
*FACEBOOK?
*HAHAHAAHAHAH
*wth mannnnxzxz
*his name is DODO:D
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:57 PM):
*HAHHAAAAAA
*OMG
*FOR REAL
*I WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAP
*OMG
*HAHAHA
*I WAS LIEK
*WHAT THE SHIT
Lecindra! says (9:57 PM):
*HAHAH]
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:57 PM):
*THREE PICUTRES OF A TERRAPIN
*HAAHAHA
*TELL YOUR BROTHER
*THOSE PHOTOS
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*ARE THE BEST PHOTOS I HAVE EVER SEEN
*GREAT PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*HAHAHAAHAH
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*HE SHOULD GO PRO
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*loser la you
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*GO TELL HIM! HAHAHA
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*hes here
*HAHAH
*he ask you why
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*damn funnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
*AHHAHAHA
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*he damn stupid
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*OMG CINDRA WHY THE HELLL IS HE THERE
*IS HE LOOKING AT THIS NOW!
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*hahah he left
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:59 PM):
*ANYWAY FELDMAN, your pictures are like GENIUSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
Lecindra! says (9:59 PM):
*HAHAHAHAHA
*you love me right!!
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:59 PM):
*OMG
*EW
*NO!
*NO!
*i love DODO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HHAHAHA!
MY VALENTINE
Lecindra! says (10:00 PM):
*HAHAHA
*IM GOING TO POST THIS CONVO
i think i am high now
oh boy ):
i want to sleep NOW!
*HAHA
*YOUR BROTHER
*IS VERY FREE
*TAKING PICTURES
*OF HIS TERRAPIN
*i was laughing my head off when i saw it
Lecindra! says (9:57 PM):
*HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*HAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAH
*FACEBOOK?
*HAHAHAAHAHAH
*wth mannnnxzxz
*his name is DODO:D
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:57 PM):
*HAHHAAAAAA
*OMG
*FOR REAL
*I WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAP
*OMG
*HAHAHA
*I WAS LIEK
*WHAT THE SHIT
Lecindra! says (9:57 PM):
*HAHAH]
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:57 PM):
*THREE PICUTRES OF A TERRAPIN
*HAAHAHA
*TELL YOUR BROTHER
*THOSE PHOTOS
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*ARE THE BEST PHOTOS I HAVE EVER SEEN
*GREAT PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*HAHAHAAHAH
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*HE SHOULD GO PRO
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*loser la you
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*GO TELL HIM! HAHAHA
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*hes here
*HAHAH
*he ask you why
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*damn funnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
*AHHAHAHA
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*he damn stupid
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:58 PM):
*OMG CINDRA WHY THE HELLL IS HE THERE
*IS HE LOOKING AT THIS NOW!
Lecindra! says (9:58 PM):
*hahah he left
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:59 PM):
*ANYWAY FELDMAN, your pictures are like GENIUSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
Lecindra! says (9:59 PM):
*HAHAHAHAHA
*you love me right!!
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (9:59 PM):
*OMG
*EW
*NO!
*NO!
*i love DODO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HHAHAHA!
MY VALENTINE
Lecindra! says (10:00 PM):
*HAHAHA
*IM GOING TO POST THIS CONVO
i think i am high now
oh boy ):
i want to sleep NOW!
8:16 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
Stardust. blown away
say something!
i hope i am not thinking too much
but it seems to be real
it felt sudden
it was too good to be true
but now i wished i never let go
you knew me best
no one could understand better
i just can't stand the pain
i keep telling myself the same thing...
let it go
it will come back
but how am i to do that
when in my heart
i feel like you are never coming back
you disappeared like ashes
blown away by the cool breeze
i have no idea how to tell you too.
i never expected this to happen
when everything that was once so perfect
destroyed and crushed into a million shattered pieces
i just hope you are happy
and don't forget what really matters
but it seems to be real
it felt sudden
it was too good to be true
but now i wished i never let go
you knew me best
no one could understand better
i just can't stand the pain
i keep telling myself the same thing...
let it go
it will come back
but how am i to do that
when in my heart
i feel like you are never coming back
you disappeared like ashes
blown away by the cool breeze
i have no idea how to tell you too.
i never expected this to happen
when everything that was once so perfect
destroyed and crushed into a million shattered pieces
i just hope you are happy
and don't forget what really matters
6:58 PM
The hurt you cause
say something!
TODAY WAS LIKE WORK WORK WORK!so much for my dieting
ate so much today ):
OMG LIT TEST! DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!
BUT IT WAS BAD )))):
OMG!
last night i was watching xiaxue videos.
don't ask me why!
I WAS BORED (although i really should have been studying)
so it was the AUNT AGONY episode
it was freaking funny
so like people write in their problems and some person
wrote in about a ROCK IN HER SHOE! WHAT THE SHIT!
HAHA! I told Rachel, tass (who didn't really get it), Huiqi, Tricia and wanqi!
haha! RACHEL AND I WERE LAUGHING LIKE MAD!
OH, today Huiqi, tricia, wanqi and i went to SAKAE!
i am getting fat from sakae ):
i really really need to diet and start losing my FATS!
i try to make it better
but you don't seem to care
this is useless
this is not at all,
bittersweet
12:45 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Sleepless, long nights
say something!
i think i seriously seriously need a lifeOH WELL!
so yesterday... i went to church (:
nothing much happened
then i came home and watched PRINCE CASPIAN!
OMG WILLIAM MOSELYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!
Squirrel: we can collect NUTS!
mouse: And throw them at the tamarinds. SHUT UP!
haha! i was laughing like mad there.
SO anyway!
HOLIDAYS ARE OVER ))))):
SCREW WORK AND TESTS!
i seriously seriously miss november/december holidays!
but things never happen the same way twice(extracted from NARNIA!)
OH! my sister is finally coming back tomorrow
I GET ALL THE STUFF SHE BOUGHT ME (:
i'm trying to forget it all
& move on
12:20 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I AM RANDOM! so i am putting this up!
say something!
HUIQI says (12:17 AM):
*eh yoursis's pics are fucking cool
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*STOP
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*OI
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*USING
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*YOU IGNOER ME
FINE
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*THE
*F
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*I ANGRY
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*WORD
*what what
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*I ANGRY WITH YOU
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*OMG!
*what!
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*ANGRY
*your sis's pics damn cool
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*I AM POSTING THIS ON MY BLOG
*haha thanks (:
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*and her clothes damn cool
HUIQI says (12:20 AM):
*her clothes are
*eh yoursis's pics are fucking cool
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*STOP
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*OI
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*USING
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*YOU IGNOER ME
FINE
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*THE
*F
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*I ANGRY
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*WORD
*what what
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*I ANGRY WITH YOU
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*OMG!
*what!
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*ANGRY
*your sis's pics damn cool
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (12:19 AM):
*I AM POSTING THIS ON MY BLOG
*haha thanks (:
HUIQI says (12:19 AM):
*and her clothes damn cool
HUIQI says (12:20 AM):
*her clothes are
11:57 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Tainted Love and Faded Memories
say something!
TODAY AMELIA WAS LATE FORRRRRRRRRRR MEETING CHEL AND WENN ER!
OH WELL
IT WAS QUITE PRODUCTIVE for US! (:
stupid chinese, stupid mary, stupid radioactive, stupid PROJECT!
THEN i decided to leave early!
SO I JUST WENT HOME!
TRAINING LATER ON!
TRAINING LATER ON!
omg we were laughing like mad at some DRIPPING GUY!
seriously he was DRIPPING EVERYWHERE HE WENT!
EWWWWWWWWWW sweat MUCH?!
ANYWAY YAH today is boring MORINGGGGG!!!!!!!!
Times i want to cry,
times i want to laugh
but the pain overwhelms
all the times
i find reasons to smile
why is this happening
11:28 AM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
We were once so strong
say something!
I AM BOREDLIKE MEGA BORED
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE TV
THERE IS NOTHING NICE TO WATCH ):
I FEEL LIKE PLAYING TENNIS!
BUT I HAVE NO ONE TO PLAY WITH!
okay i am going to stop talking in caps
my siblings got me something from LONDON ((((:
OHOH! my sister has a new blog shop!
thekidsareokay.blogspot.com
GO VISIT!
GERALD!
making me post again!
sorry for ditching you for my storybook...
AGAIN!
have a nice trip to Bangkok!
IS THIS BETTER NOW?!
don't forget
when we were next to each other
we were once so strong
but somewhere we went wrong
but let's try to make it right again
10:07 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
GERALD CHIAM
say something!
GERALD CHIAM!
I AM POSTING A SHOUTOUT!
so that will make up for the times i ditch you for tv
OKAY?!
have fun at Bangkok!
for 3 or 4 days!
and stop making trouble!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and when you come back i MIGHT organise a pd outing!
MIGHT ONLY! i might not too (:
depends on my mood!
HAHA!
SO NO MORE GUILT TRIPS!
THESE 12 SENTENCES ARE DEDICATED TO YOU!
now its 13! THAT MADE UP FOR IT RIGHT (:
I AM POSTING A SHOUTOUT!
so that will make up for the times i ditch you for tv
OKAY?!
have fun at Bangkok!
for 3 or 4 days!
and stop making trouble!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and when you come back i MIGHT organise a pd outing!
MIGHT ONLY! i might not too (:
depends on my mood!
HAHA!
SO NO MORE GUILT TRIPS!
THESE 12 SENTENCES ARE DEDICATED TO YOU!
now its 13! THAT MADE UP FOR IT RIGHT (:
6:34 PM
Shock me like an electric feel
say something!
OMG YESTERDAY AND TODAY WAS MEGA MEGA FUN FUN FUN!
umpiring course is OVER! O-V-E-R!
seriously, it was the " highlight" of my holiday--- NOT!
so lex was being high and rockstar-ish during break
HAHA! DAMN FUNNY!
she started singing and to the STRANGERS!
haha!
then all of us went home and went to Sandra's house at 9!
HAHA! DAMN FUNNY!
she started singing and to the STRANGERS!
haha!
then all of us went home and went to Sandra's house at 9!
WE PLAYED GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR!
OMG MEGA FUN!
OMG MEGA FUN!
This is what a deprived kid with no wii or xbox sounds like
livin on a prayer
rooftops
human
some might say (mega long)
misery buisiness
what i've done
OMG I LOVE ITTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we all got sleep
while watching ZOHAN!
NEXT DAY! we woke up at 8am!
SO EARLY!
played cards for thirty minutes then continued playing guitar hero.
THEN AT 1! WE ATE SUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
talked about fried food, vegetarians weird random stuff.
went over to frolick and got some NICE FROZEN YOGHURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went back to sandra's house and played mario kart
and olympics
I WAS ON A ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA!
LEX: NOM NOM NOM!
THANKS SANDRA FOR THE GREAT SLEEPOVER
♥
♥
TABS
hey have fun at your icamp!
4 days of seeing your mr evil.
hey have fun at your icamp!
4 days of seeing your mr evil.
see you on saturday (:
i miss you! HAHA! smsing and msning you!
cause they surround you
and make you feel visible
that's what friends do
6:03 PM
Future states and westcoast malls
say something!
4:48 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
Fly like paper, get high like planes
say something!
i forgot to blog that i went out with Hui qi!quite late, at 6.30!
she was LATE! as usual.
we went shopping for her dress
getting it later (:
and i bought a shirt
THERE GOES MY ALLOWANCE!
MONDAY!
WHICH IS TODAY!
UMPIRING COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was boring ):
i was reading my book and watching simpsons.
i think i am going to fail the test
never mind
I WILL STUDY!
HAHA LIKE A GEEK.NERD.DORK!
sorry lex!
I COULDN'T GO FOR LUNCH OR BREAKFAST WITH YOU !
TOMORROW K!
AND OUR BFFFFFF OUTING ON FRIDAY!
FINALLY!
MISSED YOU MEGA MEGA LOADSSSSSSSSSSSS
overwhelming thoughts
of what used to be
yet, will never be
4:37 PM
The coarse of wind changed
say something!
i have not been blogging causeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei was lazy, and my stupid itunes got wiped out ):
so anyway
FRIDAY
HAD TRAINING!
i really miss the old trainings ): and everything
everyone!
i think training and supper lost its spark!
it is definitely not as fun
with new people
i am just glad sss is still there (:
somehow it is the only place we will ever meet
although we don't talk.
SUPPER WAS NOT BAD (:
Shanice, lex and i were talking bout school
leaving ee jie and elliot out
OH THANKS ELLIOT FOR TREATING ME (:
SATURDAY
we had training!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
played rounders (:
ohoh before that
Sandra and i played a match with bean and sarah
we lost ):
can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!
ANYWAY i went to church
i think i am starting to like it again
that's good!
VERY GOOD!
i think cell was quite fun too (:
SATURDAY!
CIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i partnered Sandra
and lex partnered jia
i did that cause somehow
you seem happier with her and she would feel uneasy with anyone else
it felt wrong though.
Anyway, cip was quite fun, the camwhoring part
haha!
lex, jia, sandra and i started camwhoring at this cool place!
IT WAS SUPER NICEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
will put up the photos later (:
a burnt out fire
which cannot be revived
the best way
is to let the ashes fly away.
11:10 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
The camera never lies
say something!
today was fine fine fineeeeee!!!
I THINK PE WAS FUN (:
I THINK PE WAS FUN (:
my throwing sucked today haha!
OH WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, TIZIANA TOOK OVER WIHT ME FOR HEATS (:
THANKSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i went out wiht Hui Qi instead.
SAKAE SUSHI! again!
OMG so much jap food!
but today was GROSS AND STUPID! but fun too (:
haha!
we started mixing mushing stuff.
i think Hui Qi is very fascinated by mixtures of food.
she will dump all sorts of things together.
oh well, she did some stupid feedback form
25th December 2020
haha i forgot the rest of the details!
did some studying and YUP! that's about it (:
i need a break from the hectic life
let's make a run for it
you, me and the lonely atmosphere
8:47 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
The montage of smiles
say something!
8:32 PM
Paint the skies your shade of blue
say something!
TODAY WAS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rachel was being a retard during chinese!
she wanted to bring her chinese compo into the toilet to do while using the toilet
WHAT THE SHITTTT!!!!!!!!!
haha!
anyway today there was a tournament for c div against
TKGS!!!
WE WON 4-1 (:
then we went for SUSHI!
WITH LEX, JOYLYNN, NAT HUI AND SARAH LIMMY!
WE HIT OUR TARGET (:
53 PLATES!!!
omg i was so freaking full after that!
it was super fun and we were laughing like mad
i haven't had this much fun since last year
and we would be charged for any wastage of food,
so lex and i were trying to throw away/ hide the chawamushi and miso soup!
haha!
you paint the skies with your shade of blue
and i will throw in my shade of white
7:46 PM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
it left a dent
say something!
i am supposed to be doing my narrative essaybut i seriously have no idea or inspiration. SO i am doomed
WHAT TO WRITE!!!!!!!!
anyway i can't decide whether i like this year.
i mean i do ALOT! i made many friends, schoold feels more fun, not very bitchy, i feel happy everywhere i go, and i don't give a damn about what people think of me.
BUT
alot of things disapeared too.
like sss, i keep blogging about how i miss sss and stuff
but i don't know, it just feels so empty
without them. like my holidays revolved around sss, any holiday means a sleepover.
our camwhoring moments
our what's that a hat moments
our singing moments
our peejays moments
our shopping moments
our tennis moments
they all just seem to be in the past only
sss recess aren't suriviving anymore
and our sss rings too.
and i am drifting from other things as well.
but i love this year too.
i feel more free...
i don't know why although it is realy rally stress but my class makes it better
friends too.
and i made new friends too! or started talking to old friends like:
hui qi
rachel
wenn er
natassia
wan qi
sarah
tabitha
no matter how much i study it doesn't work out
i know people think i don't study
i do! but it doesn't mean you must see it,
and you always ask in this
DUH-you-didn't-study tone.
somehow everyone doesn't seem to notice changes!
i can't take the silence
i feel myself slowly letting go of your hand
but you don't seem like you care
i feel like i got no one to turn to
bottled up feelings remain in my heart.
6:12 PM
overwhelming nostalgia
say something!
I miss the holidays
i miss sss
the first thing that comes to my mind when i think about November and December
is them!
i wish we could go back in time and stop the world
we will remain there with our laughing, chatting
and retarded handshakes
now, we are all caught up in different things
we are so busy, we hardly have time to talk to each other anymore
supper and tennis trainings aren't the same again
how i miss this.
5:40 PM
flashbacks in an instant moment
say something!
this photo is unglam! but i like my fringe here (:
Their little babyfather: on the left(tass)
mother: on the right(rachel)