MY HEAD IS KILLER!
HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE!!!!!!!
ME: " omg i'm having a really bad headache"
AMI:" then crack it"
(HEADEGG)
ami is SO LAME!
hahaha but she makes everyone's day!
yesterday was CIP!
and i was teaching this P4 student who i think, DIDN'T GET ME AT ALL!
and i forgot all my p4 stuff, SO STUPID ):


went down to BISHAN with huiqi, and i was kind of in a BLAH BLAH MOOD!
cause of my bad bad bad headEGG!
so huiqi and i had a nice thair dinnerrr! AT 5 something!
HAHA!
then went to the library to read baby blues,she fell asleep on her jacket
and ended up with A VERY NICE PATTERN ON HER FOREHEAD! HAHA!
so we left at 8 plus, came home and slept at 9!
MY HEAD WAS LIKE POUNDING POUNDING POUNDING!
SCREW HEADACHES!
this is such a boring post, OH WELL!
BYE!


i can't decipher these codes
it seems that they mean something
but deep down i know they mean something else
but won't you show me what i want to see
and keep the rest to yourself,
or hide them somewhere else?

Make your own Countdown Clocks

THIS WEEK WAS TIRING!
so i haven't been blogging cause my com died again!
anyway huiqi came over to study for chem on THURSDAY!
it was super last minute.
ANYWAY, then Friday was our test, it was kind of okay... but i hope my answers were relevant.
saturday was the WEDDING!!!!!!!!
during the church ceremony (exchanging of vows and rings)
my sister and i were thinking of the outfit for her party.
haha
I SUGGESTED DORA THE EXPLORER! which she adopted! but in the end she didn't
then i went shopping with my sister, IT WAS FUN :D
and i FINALLY bought a formal outfit. but there were a thousand other things i wanted to buy.


i want to travel around the world
take a million photos
experience all sorts of culture
and get the feel of freedom.
i waiting for that day in 10 years time!


autumn leaves are falling
and everything is coming down
the subtle orange colors
remind me of the once calm sensation

THE WIND IS SO FREAKING STRONGGG!
AND COINCIDENTALLY HUIQI AND I WERE TALKING ABOUT IT AT THE SAME TIME!
IT IS SO SCARYYYYY!
OUR CONVO ON THE WIND!



Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:25 PM):
omg
something damn scary just happened
HUIQI says (11:25 PM):
FUCK
CAN YOU HEAR
THE
WIND!!
OMG
DUXK
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:25 PM):
YES
OMG
HUIQI says (11:25 PM):
FOPAUXIL
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:25 PM):
THAT IS WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU
SO SCARY
I GOT SO SCARED
FEELS LIKE A HURRICANE
SERIOUSLY
HUIQI says (11:25 PM):
IM SCARED
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:26 PM):
THEN MY SISTER AND I RAN TO THE WINDOW TO CLOSE IT
HUIQI says (11:26 PM):
MY WINDOW WAS LIKE
BAM<
BAM
BAM
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:26 PM):
and my brother was like OMG I LOVE THE WIND!
HUIQI says (11:26 PM):
I CAN HEAR THE FUCKING WIND
ITS SO SCARY
AMELIA
IM SCARED
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:26 PM):
WHY IS IT SO STRONG!
omg
me too
hurricane ):
HUIQI says (11:26 PM):
ITS SO FUCKING STRONG IM SERIOUS
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:26 PM):
omg
HUIQI says (11:26 PM):
I CAN HEAR THE WIND
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:26 PM):
it is strong again
omg
my windows are bursting
HUIQI says (11:26 PM):
MINE TOO
FUCK
UCUIASP
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:27 PM):
OH ANYWAY
HUIQI says (11:28 PM):
OMG
SCARY
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:28 PM):
omg
my dad dragged me to my garden
and watch the "HURRICANE"!
HUIQI says (11:29 PM):
HAHAHAHAHA
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:29 PM):
it's raining now
HUIQI says (11:30 PM):
now it isn't that bad anymore
just now was like
FUCK!!!!!!!
yup
but it was rly scary just now ok
i was so sacerhaodj
Amelia! ' Shock me like an electric feel says (11:30 PM):
OMG
YAH
I WAS SO SCAREDDDDDD THAT MY HOUSE WAS GOING TO BE BLOWN AWAY OR SOME SHIT


SO to those people who missed it, you missed hell loads of freaky shit!
OH AND TODAY HUIQI GOT BUSTED FOR HER "neat " workbook
and i was laughing like shit!
HAHAHA!

I AM VERY PISSED OFF AND PUT OFF BY THIS
CERTAIN SOMEONE AND CERTAIN SOMETHING
i am seriously irritated and disturbed
irritated- why don't you get it! you're like a super clingy bee, buzzing in my ear every single minute of your life
disturbed- that someone so ignorant can exist! and someone senseless, that you simply don't get the drift or HINT!
and this irritant adds on to my stressed life of STUDIES, HOMEWORK AND EVERYTHING ELSE!
i just want to take a bottle smash it on the head,
take the arms and break it
and just do whatever i want to vent my anger
this post feels so mean, but i really don't care
i'm in a state of anger and don't give a damn!
this is my way of venting my inner anger and frustrations and
RANT!

TODAY WAS BAD!
CAUSE OF EMATH!
BAD BAD BAD! so much for studying
all those coordinate blah! GOSH!
and when the paper came, i didn't know how to do ANYTHING!
tennis training today, but i was really in no mood to train or anything


when you can't take it any longer and you just want to same something, but you can't the words are all choked up because you feel bad if you do. but you feel so irritated then someone can actually be so disgusting, and that is the one thing that makes me want to smash my handphone and computer, CAUSE I AM SO FREAKING IRRITATED!


the traffic in my heat is ongoing
waiting for the day for it all to come to a stop
currently, it's like finding yourself
watching everyone heading towards the horizon
while you stand still and watch the sun turn to dust

school has been fun!
i don't know why but suddenly i understand every single subject
like amath!
and hopefully emath cause there's a test tomorrow!!!!!!!
MY COM IS UP AND ABOUT AGAIN!
thank goodness, it's about time!
yesterday was fun, my stupid dancing around with Sarah and the jokes
OMG THE ET JOKE IS FREAKING FUNNY!
best joke so far!

“ She’s hundred percent fake, just like her boobs. Wait, she doesn’t have any. Shocker feel on our best friend, Fudgie


i love getting quotes on wanqi's tumblr!
anyway today was tiring
STUPID STUPID STUPID KICKBOXING!
my arms are starting to ache
Now i know why those freaks are so buff!
OMG NAPFAAAAA! I GOT AN A FOR SHUTTLE RUN! for the first time!!!
but an E for sit and reach and inclines
URGH!
i give up ): friday is 2.4! MUST RUN RUN RUN!
okay that's bout it!
now i need to study for chem, emath and get my math tuition work done!
i think i like work ):
that's weird!

i walk alone down the streets
empty shops and hollow alleys
i just wish to hear your voice again
and we will be back to how we used to be

i miss my photos, so i have to steal them from my brother, this is the best i could find.
oh well.


so ANYWAY! some girl has been making me disgusted
stealing and ripping off huiqi's blog and putting it on her blog
OMG! seriously have a bit of ORIGINALITY!!!!!!!!
it is disgusting how people try to be something they're not and it makes themselves look like losers, and being all FAKE and stuff.
BLAH!


anyway i have been trying to do lit and my brain is hald dead ):
this is so confusingggggg!
RADLEYS! why are you guys so complicated!
MAYCOMB why are you guys so prejudiced!
i think that's what lit is about, analysing analysing analysing!
i feel my work load getting lighter, it's a nice feeling
like RELIEF!


just when i think i'm a little over you
feelings rush back
and i long to hear from your again
i can't forget about you
you're in my thoughts all the time
and how my heart yearns for the same feeling
i used to have

so tired ):
i really want to shop again
like window shopping
i always thought window shopping was like
SAD shopping
but turns out, it can be fun :D
ANYWAY, today was fun :D
went to lex's house and i actually forgot what level she lived on
means i haven't been there in a long time
anyway, we watched the korean hanayori dango instead of GH4-ing
BUT it was WORTH IT!
cause swooning over that " oguri shun" whose name i forgot, so i shall refer to him as the jap hyd character.
HE IS SO HOT! he seriously look like YAMAPI, but lex doesn't see it ):
training was fine, but it is seriously not as fun, and i don't really see myself improving
supper was fine too
THANKS ELLIOT FOR ACCOMPANYING MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!


when i dive into my thoughts of you
emotions stir up in me
and i wonder what it will feel like
for you to be here once more
to hold me in your arms again

OMG I JUST READ WANQI'S BLOG!
AND SHE POSTED MY COOL COMMENT TO AMI'S JOKE
what is faster than a second.
and that is what wanqi posted on her blog:
“ Haha oh my god that was a good one Ami! It hit me like a truck!" Shocker feel’s extremely late reaction to Ami’s joke

i have been thinking, AND i realised that I TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED
like i really do!
take teachers for instance.
AND AS A RESULT OF THAT! teachers now hate me! i mean because assume that they will NEVER scold me and i don't hand in my homework and BLAH!
so during this long weekend i am really going to try to do my work
and seriously, STUDY! wow.


so anyway i just read SHANICE'S BLOG! and omg, it was a good blog post.
and i feel so bad for spending money on definitely unnecessary stuff.
like SAKAE SUSHI! i mean do i really need that food!
and all those JUNK!
when my sister is trying to save up so hard for her college fund.
so i think i will save up on stuff that i don't need.
like a new ipod, although my brother's ipod sucks.
and a new air-con and the new hubstation thingy.
i want to get a scholarship and study overseas!
and earn like ALOT of money. yah!
so studies is VITAL!


anyway, i seriously have a bad case of short term memory loss!
MY 50 BUCKS!
i thought i put it in my wallet, but POOF! it is either
someone stole it or i didn't put it in!
BUT I REALLY REMEMBERED PUTTING IT IN!
SCREW ): please don't let it get stolennnnnnn!
MONEY! I NEED IT ):

I am going to fail BIO
i am going to fail AMATH
i am going to fail EMATH
i am going to fail HISTORY
i am going to fail ENGLISH
i am going to fail EVERYTHING!
okay i kind of have myself to blame for that ):
HOMEWORK IS KILLER!
teachers just keep giving you ALOT ALOT ALOT OF WORK!
WHY!
omg seriously, i want a movie night with hui QIQIQIQIQI!
she makes my day with her STUPIDNESS AND RETARDEDNESS!
and how she NEVER EVER REPLIES MY QUESTIONS!


one of the biggest mistakes of my life
was letting you go
now you move
wherever the wind takes you
and you will never be within my reach

i'm in a PISSY MOOD!
i think it is cause i am tired!
AND THIS HAS BEEN THE WORSE WEEK EVER! SERIOUSLY!
i am just glad to say TGIF!
1. I had a bad fight with lex ): ( which is now fine (: )
2. my history test was screwed
S-C-R-E-W-E-D!
3. A math and Emath is screwed cause i don't UNDERSTAND!
4. my iphone is crazy!
it cannot be used it is screwed too!
5. i got freaking booked for DEFIANCE!
like WHAT THE SHIT! i didn't talk!
GO DIE!
YAH! that was few of the many HORRIBLE THINGS!
BUT ON A LIGHTER NOTE,
school is fun with everyone around
HUIQI, RACHEL, TASS, LEX, WANQI, SARAH!
so that makes it fun and TABS TOO (:
so yah!
ANYWAY I AM SUPER FREAKING PISSED ABOUT GETTING BOOKED!
WHAT.
THE.
HELL.
seriously.
and my iphone ): now i got no music to listen to while taking public transport
that takes the fun out of it.
k! blog more about today, TOMRROW!


cause it weighs down
on one side
everything then becomes inbalanced
and out of control

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO STUDY HISTORY!
and i am in no mood for math tuition!
i'm seriously in this BLAH MOOD!
where i don't want to do anything
i haven't had a decent meal in three days
and i feel so lerthargic, like i am going to faint from fatique anytime
i have no appetite or mood to do anything
i really want to sleep
iwanttostayhereanddon'tdoanythingandjustdieonthespot.
i considering going ANOREXIC! omg so freaky.