btw everyone, i forgot my twitter pw and username!
or maybe i didn't don't feel like remembering!
HAHA!
ANYWAY! went out hwaychee just now!
failed study trip ):
well she needed to get out of the house and i needed to get out of the house
so that was just a let's save each other outing.
" is that man pregnant?!"
omg and that HAM! OHOHOH!!!!!!!!!! rachel would have died if she saw!


AND, talking to wenn er is amusing.
she uses these terms like " HOWDY"
and " HOW NOW BROWN COW"
hahahhhahhaha! i just couldn't stop laughing at that!
and other things too... people nowadays are just hilarious.
YUP THAT'S ALL!


Hopes hung high, on this fine thread ,invisible to all.

My blog skin is currently screwed and i am too lazy to change it
when i feel like it i will. but i can't find nice ones!


WENT OUT WITH LEX YESTERDAY!
finally (: the last time we went out was beginning of the holidays!
Didn't do much, had lunch, went for her tuition and went to her house
we watched videos and painted our nails.
still can't get over the tattoo! IT'S DISGUSTINGGGGGGG!
it was still fun (:


went out with tass and huiqi today.
we bumped into sarah heah and celine.
we were supposed to study at bugis library but it was so FREAKING CROWDED!
so we ended up going to orchard. celine and srah went to shaw so then we went to burger king.
then tass and i went to the toilet
and this old woman just came into the toilet and i was at the sink waiting for tass,
and tass was well... in the cubicle (it's a really small toilet, one cubicle only)
then the lady went "don't worry i not using toilet, just changing"
me "oh i am not using the toilet"
then apparently what she meant was she doesn't want to pee she just wants to change... NOT IN A CUBICLE!
so before i knew it she just took off her shirt, and i immediately turned away.
me"tass you better not come out"
tass " HUH? WHY!"
me "cause someone is changing!"
old lady "oh it's okay can ask her to come out i old alr, no one want to see"
OMG! WHO CHANGES IN A PUBLIC TOILET LIKE THAT!
then some couple next to us were like kissing.
and the guy kept looking at us.... the NEW DELIA! (aprime!)
i hate being so social conscious
it kind of pisses me off sometimes
like it bothers me so much,
yet some people can't be bothered
or they don't need to try at all.
the way she has so sit around
and watch you go past
hurts her like she was forced to watch it all happen.
yet she is helpless

it looks really nice!
AND Sad-er than notebook ):

Went for night in the museum 2 and it was MUCH FUNNIER than 1.
i really couldn't stop laughing.
anyway so much for studying due to my lack of motivation(:
huiqi and i need to find a different place to study!
there are so many movies i want to watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i probably won't have time once holidays end.
only one more week, time pasts so fast, especially during holidays.
i haven't really done anything memorable in my holidays yet.
oh well, things come and go anyway.

everything's a mess
and i wish i could say i have no idea why
but my heart knows the perfect answer
if only i could wake up to find that
everything that was once taken away
is now right by my side again.

These are like super overdued videos.
anyway i forgot to blog about church,
it was really good, worship and everything but i had to leave early ):
and that day, i saw this old man give up his seat to a woman carrying a child.
that is really heartwarming..............................

OH and i just read huiqi's blog!
SUPER FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNY!!!!!!!!!
the one with the photos!
HAHAHAHA!
i do feel mean doing this but.... it is kind of natural.

IT CAN'T GET ANY CUTER THAN THAT!
"to keep?"

SO LIFE'S BEEN BORING... as usual...
and i finally realised i got only one more week of holidays ):
THAT SUCKS!
and i got so much homework!
especially studying for history ):
aprime today waas funny, hahahaha!
no idea why, just kept laughing and rachel and how _____ she is.
(i'm sure we can all find a word to put there)
ANYWAY, went to the pc show yesterday...
crowded to the MAX!
and i hate crowds ):
makes me so claustrophobic-ish and stuff, and how everyone's hands will just wonder around.
this blog is dying day by day cause there's nothing nice to blog about ):


forgetting was one of the hardest things
that i never came around to doing
maybe cause i was scared,
or i just didn't know how to
i just couldn't bring myself to even try,
cause then would all the memories disapear
leaving me with just a hollow heart to live with.

OKAY I AM BROKE,
once again i am broke (:
WHAT'S NEW!
so yesterday i studied for 3 hours,
pretty satisfied, i like doing math now... please please please don't make me into a nerd ):


ANYWAY!
went out today with Ruijia, Douglas, Elliot, Jessica and Roshan.
watch ghosts of girlfriend's past.
it was okay... i kind of expected more... YUP!
SOOOO.... roshan and elliot are the weirdest people... after the movie they started laughing,
laughing like crap!
hahaha! and we were debating who that sandra girl in the movie looks like
Shanice, or jenifer love hewitt. DEFINITELY jenifer!
but roshan insists on Shanice, maybe cause he's weird!
i left kind of early cause i wanted to come home to study.
no matter how much work i do... work doesn't seem to become less.


omg i started playing maple again!
HAHAH!
not good ):
and everyone is not on anymore!
that whole bunch of slackers.
i need to study! STUDY STUDY STUDY!
maybe being a nerd is not that bad (:


when will this endless nightmare turn into a fairytale.
i'm guessing Never.
you took my courage to love away
together with you, when you left.

PUSSYCAT DOLL'S
DOLL DOMINATION,
WAS AWESOME LAST NIGHT!
thanks vanessa OW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so the concert yesterday was good, really good.
RACHEL WOULD BE SO JEALOUS! HAHA!
but anwyay it lasted 1 and a half hours only ):
short...
but maybe it's cause they are just dancing and dancing
and that's gotta be SUPER TIRING.
had a nice long talk with vanessa, new for a change
anyway
i think i am sick or something
i have just been sleeping and sleeping
and my headaches are just killing me.
or maybe i am just not in a mood to do anything.


it's crazy how you mean the world to me
and i probably mean nothing to you
but i know i only have myself to blame
i guess i am getting what i deserve.

MONDAY
Went to meet lex to get EXTENSIONS,
i miss going out with her SO MUCH!
had to leave to meet huiqi after an hour, SORRY LEX!
went to watch ANGELS AND DEMONS!
OMGGGGGGG IT WAS GOOD, REALLY GOOD!
and some asshole was sleeping+ snoring= IRRITAINNG+LOUD HINDRANCE!
we then went for aprime, nothing really happenned,
BUT IT IS THE START OF HOLIDAYS!
how good does that feel!


TUESDAY & WEDNESDAY
our SC TENNIS TEAM DINNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FINE, don't want to boost sandra's ego but her aglio olio was good (:
went for a good swim with JIA, CHELSEA, SHANICE, LEX, SANDRA AND NAT!
haha played our battle again and all those shit.... photos up tomorrow (:
felt asleep after watching aquamarine!
LEONARD= ROBERT! haha!
" it's the closest thing we have to magic" THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUl!
anyway, woke up early the next morning, with nat and sandra, then jia followed
then lex (: THE TWO SHANICE AND CHELSEA TOOK FOREVER TO WAKE UP!
SHOULD HAVE JUST DUNKED THEM IN THE POOL!
ate breakfast played taboo, slacked around.
then went to far east to get MORE extensions.
went to lex's house,
study,
got amused over cool PHONE SMSES!
hahahahahahha, hohoohohoohoh, lalallalallallaa, hur hur!
HAHAHAH!
that's about it!


cause i can't control the feeling
that flood my insides with tears
that are just waiting to come out.
but i do the stupidest things,
because that is the closest i will ever get to
just being with you.

i haven't been blogging in QUITE A WHILE!
so anyway, HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! FINALLLLLLLLLLY!
had an advantage tennis bbq ON FRIDAY!
was quite fun (:
catching up with everyone, oh well now it is studies all the way...
no more training!
open house was on saturday!
i think it has been.... okay more like never....
have we played monkey with the WHOLE team, all of us!
it was fun :D
went for dinner after that with huiqi, WE WERE KIND OF STRANDED.
with no where to eat, finally settled down at lucky plaza.


i hate it when i see the look on your face
when we are all dressed up, and you're not.
you'll ask us " where are your going"
and we'll reply " somewhere"
obviously not including you in our plans.
i hate the look when we come in through that door
and you ask us " what did you buy"
and we reply "stuff"
but that will not make up for the lost time we've had
but i can't make them see
i hate being the in between one
everything is falling apart, do you see.
i'm all alone here, not knowing what to do
how to make them look at reality
and see how all of us are drifting.
that look that you give us.
the sorrow and feeling of being left out.
i can read it all on your face, but they can't
it's those moments when you go
" where are you going" , "are you buying food back?"
when you open that door for us, or lock it.
when you close that door,
it's what's separating us.