10:46 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009
Together in electric dreams
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WEEKENDS!!!!!!
finally chem test is OVER!
it was really difficult! probably cause i didn't study enough!
but thank goodness i am not the only one :D
a week of bento boxes has let me save 10 bucks (:
which is 34 bucks less than last week!
I REALLY NEED TO SAVE MORE!
i learnt new jap words!
OHAYO! and the rest i cannot remember.
TRAINING TOMORROW!
hope coach comes ):
WHY IS MY WEBCAM NOT WORKING ON THIS COM!
urgh, frustrating!

oh i was watching e entertainment today and they were commenting on tie dye stuff.
" WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO LOOK LIKE A RAINBOW JUST THREW UP ON YOU"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
you piss me off so bad
I miss you those three words are starting to repeat in my head, that it slowly becomes unfamiliar and i no longer know what it means, just a feeling that brings sorrow.
8:25 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
they only want you when you're seventeen
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CHEM TEST!
i am so screwed!
i have yet to memorise my pollutions, metals and the rest.
I HATE POLLUTION!
and i still have bio, history and pw to do!
why is there so much work!
oh today we had NDP practice.
GET WELL SOON LITING! although you will never see this.
it was so scary, really hope she's alright!
AND OMG MRS KWEK WENT UP TO SARAH AND SAID
" Close your legs i can see your crotch"
HAHAHHAAHHAA AND IT WAS PRETTY TRAUMATISING FOR SARAH!
but hq, wq, and i were really amused!
HAHAHHAHHA! that was hilarious.

AND FINALLY, i went for tennis :D
WHICH WAS A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME!
there was no COACH!
coach jensen- NOPE (please cheer up coach!!!)
coach joe- NOPE!
so wasted one and a half hours of not studying chem to warm up and slack... IN THE SUN.

i really shouldn't bother with this, yet i am so affected.
i shouldn't waste my time on how you might be taking away everything,
because it's not worth my time.
but why do i feel so threatened by you.
why spend my time feeling jealous or scared when i have so much more to live for.
10:36 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
say something!
you are really irritating, what the hell is wrong with you.
8:23 PM
The breath of autumn in spring
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i am going to have tuition in 6 minutes!
I AM TOO TIRED FOR TUITION SO LATE IN THE NIGHT!
but i cancelled thrice alr ):
" what would you do if rachel was a big bully"
" Tell the teacher!"
"Talk to her!"
" Tell the class about her fitness membership!!!"
JOIN THE CLUB
LOSE THE CARB!
i love that!!!
but anyway chan, you should find your wallet..... REALLY SOON!

Lunch today was funny just laughing about
i have no idea what.
i'm supposed to be saving up again this week,
BUT IT IS FAILING seeing as how i have only 10 bucks left to spend tomorrow and Friday.
i am really tired and got history essay to write, also, i have nothing to blog about.
BYE!

i'm scared to lose you, and everything around me.
i'm scared to lose what i don't have, cause i never got the feeling of having it with me.
i'm scared to lose everything that i know you wil be taking away from me.
9:49 PM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
The hold you have over me
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SCHOOL WAS FUN!
and bio is back to being fun! cause we aren't doing plants!
OMG MICHAEL PHELPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, he is crazy! 200 m?! SERIOUSLY!
THAT'S TALLER THAN ME!
amath test today!
yup lost about 2 marks alr, or 3 thanks to not rejecting and not writing down the STUPID RANGE! NOOOOOOOOO ):
YESTERDAY: rachel chan got scared of her own reflection, FINALLY!
HAHAHA! STILL LOVE YOU RACHEL! FYI YOU ARE TAGGED AS THE FUNNIEST PERSON!


my mum quit her job, i still can't decide if it is good and bad.
ALL THE NAGGING WILL BE BACK ):
BUT i get food and won't need to spend money on recess!
wth is wrong with you.
we're finding reasons to believe that true love exists.
but who are we to decide our one true love
if our hearts does not permit us to love someone

who does not know of our existence.
6:18 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
drive a deeper hole
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i have got nothing to say just that if you choose to believe in whatever you want there's nothing i can do. if you want to wallow is self pity go ahead, but it is getting really irritating. stop trying to lie your way through, cause it will get you no where. sure you may have decieved some people but i think it is just pathertic-plain pathetic. you keep telling me these things that i have no idea how to react, and i just force myself to act like i care. but you are shaping youself into smeone who is crying out for people's attention by making yourself look like someone who is really miserable. what am i supposed to do? what do you want me to do! you may think that i care and that i may believe in whatever you're telling me, but i have had enough.
5:51 PM
JOHN MAYER FAN
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i think it's really funny!
that woman's face was PRICELESS!


ANYWAY, currently i have MANY favourite songs.
any song that i like has turned into my FAVOURITE SONG!

Honestly? what's wrong with you!

11:55 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Till you left
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CIP TODAY!
with Rachel and Lecindra!
it was kind of a waste of time ):
and i wanted to go for dinner so badly!
AWWWWWWWWW!
i am seriously bored, tired, but can't sleep.


i miss how we use to have endless things to talk about
but now we just have awkward moments
filled with the silence weighing heavily in the air.
somehow we lost what we used to have
and nothing we do can bring it back
everything's changed, and everyone's changed
and i can't help to wonder if you feel the same way
because the coldness between us is unbearable.
1:40 PM
We'll let no teardrops fall from your eyes
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SS AND LIT IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now it's just chem and amath! IT FEELS SO GOOD!
i passed my bio :D

went out with Nat, kenneth and kai that day!
it was fun! haha!
WINDOW shopping, and alot of amusing things happen.
finally an outing with them.
went to ION it is big like MAJORLY BIG!
and many many many shops.
yup, it was fun (:

had the POOL PARTY YESTERDAY!!!
with TASS, HUIQI, GLORIA, AND ANDREA!
It was really fun catching up and all!
AND THE HOUSE IS GINORMOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dusty too, and the food was good :D
THANKS TASS CHIN!
we didn't swim much but talked alot.
omg the house opposite was SO NICEEEEEEE!
but yah nothing much other than that.

won't you give it a rest and stop decieving people with your oh-so-fake lies, it's like your goal in life is to make everyone's life miserable. and as for you, you are pretty stupid to be taken in, seriously, have you not learnt anything? so don't try to act like you are our friend when you clearly don't know right from wrong. so please don't try to act like your innocent and stuff and do a bit of soul searching.
6:18 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
it's the velvet hour
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I GOT NO LIT NOTES! i am so screwed ):
anyway! went out yesterday with nat and kai.
went to the new starbucks!
it kind of looks big from the outside, BUT NOT THE INSIDE!
RACIAL HARMONY TODAY!!!
everyone was wearing SARIS!
and OUR DEAR SARAH WONG AND HUIQI----- EPIC PHAIL!
hahahhaa ESPECIALLY SARAH WONG!
she got it properly on during recess, and took it off 40 mins later!
uplaod photos later/tomorrow/sometime this week.
OMG and i agree with rachel, PEOPLE LOOK NICE IN SARIS
or nice-ER!

THERE WAS A SOLAR ECLIPSE TODAY!
but it seriously looks the same to me as it does when it rains.
maybe cause it was raining today.
and CHANnie was so AMUSED/AMAZED/FASCINATED by the solar eclipse.
HAHA! awwwwwwww....... i love racial harmony.
NEXT YEAR'S CHEONGSAM!(idea given by tass chin)
GO AWAY
the fire in her eyes
burn brightly in the darkness
as she gazes at your midnight shadow.
9:29 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
Time and space
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this is the 400th POST!
anyway i screwed up bio ):
okay fine, not like that's new!
i seriously need to study harder!

POOL PARTY THIS FRIDAY!
thanks TASS i love you :D
after this week, there'll only be 2 or 3 more practice tests i think.
which takes a load off my mind.
actually i would rather amath test tmr ):
then i can concentrate on my chem next week!!!

my brother's moving to his hall next week ):
that sucks, now no one will entertain me when i am so bored!

it's so suffocating
i don't know how to say it, i can't take it
i tried ways to tell you, but it never got through,
please realise it sooner, cause i've ran out of patience.
1:38 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
take our lonely souls
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i woke up at 2 today!
SO MUCH FOR WAKING UP EARLY TO STUDY BIO!
bio's killing me ):
IT'S SO BORING!
PLANTS IS A BORING CHAPTER ):
all the experiments, photosynthesis and all, it's so technical!
plus all the homework, IT'S SO MUCH.
why is there so many tests this week!
i really need a pool party to unwind ):
BUT ONLY I COULD MAKE IT!
oh well tass better not cancel on me, and hopefully i don't cancel on her (:
ATE ICHIBAN BOSHI FOR DINNER, finally jap food!
my ulcer's killing me ):


i'm in despearate need for a sss session.
and all of us just letting everything out.
we're all so busy now.
it's kind of sad yet crazy.


this hollow heart, this emptiness.
how i wish you would just hold me
and whisper those three words
those magical three words.
that set off fireworks in my heart
and send my head spinning
5:18 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
please connect my earphones
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i am currently addicted to a million songs.
Amelia- natalie imbruglia
you belong with me- taylor swift
billie jean- michael jackson
new in town- little boots
girls just wanna have fun- miley cyrus (OMG HAHAHHAHAH! CAN'T BELIEVE IT)
super trouper- ABBA
i'm good i'm gone- lykke li

HOW CAN THEY NOT HAVE AMELIA BY NATALIE IMBRUGLIA ON YOUTUBE.
i think i need new songs ):
AND I AM EXTREMELY BORED! I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE.
where is huiqi!
4:13 PM
PHOTOS
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4:00 PM
take our flesh and bones
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FRIDAY! OH FINALLY!
today was so long!
CHEM TEST WAS EASIER THAN I THOUGHT!
it was all mcq! WHAT?! and recycling totally wasn't tested.
might as well cause i didn't study it :D
HAHA!


Amelia 'We'll dance to shake the cold says :
BYEBYE DEARIE
SEE YOU TMR
COME TO SCHOOL!
crooked souls trying to stay up straight says:
hahahahayeah yeah i will
OKEVEN IF I HAVE FEVER
I'LL COME JUST TO SHOW YOU I REALLY HAVE A FEVER
sure tass sure :D

history was GOOD cause we did nothing!
RACHEL being her usual self, was being STUPID!
tiz, me and rachel were debating who was uglier. (rachel or tiz)
tiziana: look who's the ugly one!
me: I CAN DECIDE! (look away ignoring rachel and tiziana!)
rachel : she can't decide cause WHO CAN COMPETE WITH THIS BEAUTIFUL FACE ( pointing to her face)
that was the most significant point today cause that was just HILARIOUS.

GET WELL SOON ALEXIS TANG!
i am so sorry!
I REALLY HOPE IT WASN'T ME!!!

they are feeding on our flesh
ripping it off our bones bit by bit.
leaving us with nothing.
6:45 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Intoxicating
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OHHH MY SISTER GOT HER DRIVER'S LICENCE!
i am going to make her drive me around, till she goes to London.
and hopefully by then my brother's would get his!
i'm addicted to the song Amelia by Natalie imbruglia.
i forgot how to spell her name, it's so difficult!
Next Week
Monday- Bio test (3 chapters)
Tuesday- Amath test (3 topics)
thursday- Social studies (2 chapters) and Elect humans ( MOCKINGBIRD!)
friday- chinese test(who cares!)


I FINALLY GOT DOWN TO READING TKAM!
it was so nice, and so sad.
I LOVE ATTICUS!
he's such a good man,i love Jem too! i love mockingbird.
6:39 PM
Those walls around us
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i finally decided to scan in a baby photo!
ANYWAY!
school has been pretty dull these weeks ):
and yesterday was finally amusing, more fun then the res of the days.
Tass, huiqi and i were so amused by the bus! HAHA!
and aprime was just frigging funny, and we kept laughing and laughing.
but i couldn't go watch ice age 3 with chelsea and Shanice ):
SORRY ):
OMG, RACHEL AND I GOT A NEW SONG!
retarded but funny, and rachel will just BURST out laughing, she has no self control.
COLOUR PENCILS. oh gee! better start studying.


CHEM TEST TOMORROW!
i'm so screwed!
i failed my history test, and emath test was just stupid!
i made a million careless mistakes.


hate is too strong a word
but i can find no other word to describe how i feel.
4:59 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
HAPPY BELATED SHANICE!!!
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UPLOAD THE REST TOMORROW!
4:37 PM
Lies are all you're good at
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my throat is killing me,
IT IS EFFING PAIN!
anyway i am not in the best of moods and i am so freaking pissed at some people.
tass chin tass chin where are you!
we need to have our bitching sessions about you know who!
she is just pissing me off, i feel like telling it straight in her face but i can't do that!
so she can go and do whatever shit that pleases her, and i'll live with it.
but i have to rant somehow! to someone!
pissoffpissoffpissoffpissoff!
you know it's kind of sad how you don't know that you are so infamous everywhere and someone should really tell you about it and see how much you will change, hopefully for the better or you'll live your life with not many TRUE friends and not many people liking you.

no one can stop you from doing what you want
but only you can stop yourself,
from making mistakes, moreover if they're the same mistakes.
11:05 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
it's all lies and disguise
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i have no idea how to let you see the truth that everything that is right in front of you is fake.it's the way people decieve us that we can never tell, and when we finally realised it it's too late, it's happened once or twice but yet we don't learn from our mistakes, which is the work of love that leads everyone to think that something just might be different. it never turns out quite that way though. it's not easy to find happiness, and when we do, we musn't rush it.


I FORGOT TO READ MY MOCKINGBIRD
I'M SO DEAD!
AND MY CHEM IS UNTOUCHED, I AM SO SCREWED FOR SCHOOL ON MONDAY!
oh well!

9:57 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
Off to New York
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i really like this show! it's so vintage and all!
i think i became addicted to movies!
i'm starting to like amy adams more and more.
anyway, it's been raining so much nowadays ):
I HOPE IT DOESN'T RAIN NEXT FRIDAY!!!!!!!
GOT BOTANIC GARDENS PICNIC WITH TASS, RACHEL, WENN ER, AND HUIQI!
they better make it!!!
URGH! I WANTED TO WATCH DUPLICITY TODAY ):
okay that's about it (:
8:48 PM
I MISS CAMWHORING
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I MISS CAMWHORING SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED A MAJOR CAMWHORE TRIP SOON ):
10:09 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
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i hate how i am so selfish, self centered and don't think about anyone for myself. how i couldn't be there for you when you needed it. how i couldn't give you constructive advice and to comfort you when you cried your eyes out. how can you find another friend this bad, who would leave you behind while i move on to a whole other life. now everything's changed and i have no one else to blame. but i just miss how everything used to be. now i am over-analysing everything, getting paranoid over the most trivial things. it's turning me into a freak who thinks the world revolves around her. now watching you dealing with all this pain and i can't do anything but to help, watching everyone scold you, and me being part of that. what i would give to have you back with us.
9:58 PM
this could be nothing
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Went out today with tass and huiqi.
SORRY QI FOR MAKING YOU FEEL SO OUT ):
we just needed to rant!!!
had aprime, went home, yup!
damn 74 ): NO AIRCON! TWICE IN A ROW! i am disapointed in that bus!
thank goodness for the wondeful cool weather today.
i just want to sleep.
drama,sadness,happiness,tiredness
all placed in the same place.


It's like writing a letter
& dropping it off in the hole in my heart.
then walk off.
How much i wish, how i will give anything
to have one thing going right in my life,
when talking about us would be
something in the present
and not something of the past.
8:45 PM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
There's nothing to hold on to
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these days, we don't know what we are living for
we can't take it anymore, the lives that we lead are just too much for us to handle
but we just have to stay on, cause if we don't
we will live to regret, throwing our lives away.


and bit by bit, everyone who was once so dear to us
they meant the world to us
and we would do anything to protect them
would leave.
what can we do but to watch them walk off
deep in our hearts, we will just wish them happiness
this is why we all feel afraid to love
getting close to people just to watch them fade away from your lives
then everything repeats.
we'll just close our hearts and not let anyone or anything in.
7:06 PM
She paints me blue
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MY COM IS ALIVE AGAIN!
my long weekend is finally here!
had cell yesteday, it's getting quieter and quieter ))):
but yet there are amusing parts, like lemuels pronounciation of honest!
Anyway i started on my math homework today!!!!!!!!!!
omg finished emath, kind of
amath.
BUT YET THERE'S STILL SO MUCH!
there are screaming children outside now playing in the rain....
omg i feel so random cause i am so darn bored ))):
THERE'S NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to shop! I DESPERATELY NEED JACKETS!!!!
okay that's about it :D


i need to talk to natassia badly!
OMG TOMORROW COME FASTER!


we all wish that what we see was true
but deep inside we know that those are masks
just to decieve us and themselves.
that's how people live a lie
and live to regret it someday.
8:21 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
We're stealing Gold from the Silver light
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My com died again, and most of my things can be saved, BUT ALOT CAN'T ):
I MISS MY COM!!!
SCHOOL STARTED (((:
I MISSED HOW STUPID THE CLASS IS, and all the noisiness
our dear co-op hasn't come back to school yet ):
SO THOSE FULL LIT GIRLS HAVE FREE PERIODS FOR FULL HUMANS!
and the first day of school was honestly a waste of time, hardly any teachers came it!
rachel was telling me about her amusing dream about J.L!
LET'S USE THIS TO GET TO JAPAN! (something like that)
so then the following days was alright, not that boring.
TODAY... FRIDAY... FINALLY!
omg this week seemed so long!
not it's over (:
MY LONG WEEKEND!


we had PE! today was the last touch rugby lesson we're going to have ):
it was fun but more tiring than usual!
cause this time we do the snatching.
our first group, FAST AND FURIOUS- tiziana, elizabeth, jessica, (and i kind of forgot the rest)
omg they tackle like crazy! So it is like sarah, ami, charissa and me with all the them snatching the ball, SO FREAKING TIRING!
then was BAMBOOZO(However you spell their name!)- huiqi, wanqi, farisha, tass
wrestling again!
then tass and i ended up on the floor cause we were all fighting for the ball.
Well touch rugby's over!
we're going to do volleyball next, I HOPE IT'S AS FUN!
this blog is going to die soon if my com isn't revived!

i have been sleeping so much! i think cause there's no homework
it's like come home.. eat... sleep...wake up... eat... talk on the phone.. sleep!
urgh going to get rid of my sleeping habit ):
or i am going to turn fat!


we're all fading away under these city lights
and we're calling out for help
but these shouts or screams come out as whispers
those soft raspy voices.