i LOVE this song.
but kyu hyun's not inside, if he was IT WILL BE SO DARN CUTE ):
right... BYE!

wednesday
omg i got a frigging 3 FOR MY EMATH TEST and it was upon 30,
STUPIDDDD ):
thanks HUIQI, TASSIA AND KIMWANQI!
felt so stupid tearing over a test ):
then had aprime, and it kind of cheered me up
cause they are all so FUNNNNNNNNNY!
i love the aprime gang.
i forgot what athena and i were laughing at.
OH MRS SECANT and " CAN YOU GO FASTER"
yah.
"UNIVERSITY, nono, CORRECTION TAPE"
i love RACHEL CHAN.
that's wednesday (:


thursday

I LOVE ALEXIS TANG FOR MAKING MY WEEK SO MUCH BETTER
I LOVE YOUU!
SARANGHAEEEE!
GOT MY IPOD!!!!!!!!
YES NEW IPOD (:


FRIDAY!
once again TGIF it has been a long horrible week ):
got my chem test back, i didn't do well again.
that's like 4 badly done tests for two weeks.
went to Bishan with Lecin, Wenn er and Rachel.
manhatten fish market!
osmoregulate and lots of
ICE SPITTING.
hahaha!
i love fridays, i feel so relieved when fridays come.
this week passed pretty fast come to think of it.


we're taking each breath
as if it was our last.
we're embracing each moment
we have with each other,
hoping it will last.

i hate how stressful school life is now. i hate how i am failing every single test. i can study but still fail, so ultimately, what am i studying for! why is it that my mum just doesn't understand. i am sorry i am not as smart as Cheryl or Ian i am sorry i am failing! it is not like i want to too! why is it that there is so much stress now and eoys is coming up in just a few weeks. and my mum never fails to remind me of my dying grades and how i am doing so poorly in school. and she makes me to dependent on tuition. she wants to get me tuition for science and math and blah. but that is not even the problem. i can't stand another 4/5 weeks of this cause this is just crap. and you are going to have to understand that! it's not like i want to but i am trying hard enough k. thanks, bye.

i screwed up my chem spa!
okay seriously, there has not been a SINGLE test or whatever that i did not screw up. and my mum keeps going on and on about my studies, like every single thing we talk about, she never ever fails to bring it up.
Yes i know my grades suck.
so today wasn't the best of days, and i feel myself falling asleep in class.
and tomorrow's going to be another draggy day.


so i was thinking of going STRAIGHT HOME. but i had to collect cip forms.
due to complications i didn't
AND I AM SO EXTREMELY PISSED!
i wasted 13 bucks ): and an hour!
oh and today was supposed to be my last tuition lesson.
okay actually it was supposed to be last last week.
which got pushed to last week, then this week, and now next week ):
i feel so moodish. i have no mood to do anything.


i no longer know what i am thinking
it is confusing
i hate who i am right now.

i love samanthat lau( HEAD PREFECT)
SHE IS SUPER DUPER FUNNY!
her msn name : DO YOU/YOUR PARENTS OWN A RESTAURANT?

Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says:
I OWN A RESTAURANT
DO YOU/PARENTS OWN A RESTAURANT?!? says:
really
are you serious
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says:
yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
DO YOU/PARENTS OWN A RESTAURANT?!? says:
no joke?
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says:
on
fb
DO YOU/PARENTS OWN A RESTAURANT?!? says:
your parents?
-.-
bloody shit
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says:
hahah
why whyyyy?
DO YOU/PARENTS OWN A RESTAURANT?!? says:
i want to kill you
its for my b@s project
hahha
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says:
oh
DO YOU/PARENTS OWN A RESTAURANT?!? says:you are so FOS

i can't seem to sleep nowadays. i feel so tired. and school is so draining.


i have no idea if you have ever thought about us. it doesn't seem to bother you but maybe you are just really good at hiding it. either way, why is it that no matter how hard i try, it seems to become worse. i love you way too much to just let you go like that. somehow those words you used to express yourself if forever etched in my mind and only you know if that's good or bad. i just get this weird vibe from you that draws me into a world full of doubts and distrust.


are you just a surface wound
or an injury carved into my skin
just like stitches pulling me together

Labels: I AM AMELIA CHO KANGKI

MONDAY ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!
today kind of passed slowly and i thought it was day 1! thank goodness i brought my amath notes.
I SERIOUSLY LOVE FANGIRL-ING WITH WANQI AND SARAH!
SARANGHEY!
got our amath test back!
huiqi always scores really well )_:
i failed... AS USUAL! i give up! studying has proved to be of no use!!!!!!
Had a really nice talk with Tass today and she's coming for cell this saturday (:
WHICH kind of made up for the long and draggy day ):
Had aprime after school,
THANKS HUIQI FOR GOING TO YOSHUKU WITH ME :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
next time whenever you want to go golden rooster I'LL GO WITH YOU!
and Sherri joined us after that and she was so FUNNY!
she's really like a comic book character.
nothing much other than that.
life's so boring now!
I NEED SOME EXCITEMENT!
combat skirmish better be fun tomorrow!


i see a generation
rising to take their place
with selfless faith, with selfless faith,
i see a near revival,
stirring as we pray and seek
we're on our knees, we're on our knees.
I LOVE THIS SONG.


we'll bring back the moments,
when clouds were our cards
and the skies was our ground.
we'll go back in time,
when flowers bloom throughout the seasons
and happiness was all i knew.

HEY LEX! don't feel upset. you've improved TREMENDOUSLY! you are so so much better than last time. and you could have thrashed them hands down. just that there was rain and we were distracted and everything. and it is MY fault for missing all those shots, or hitting out or into the net. i was playing NETNIS.
don't give up just because of that ONE match it's not worth it, and all those trainings will not go to waste just because of that one match so CHEER UP!
you'll play another friendlies AND YOU'LL THRASH THEM K!
FIGHTING.
and and and, I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY ):