i can't seem to sleep nowadays. i feel so tired. and school is so draining.


i have no idea if you have ever thought about us. it doesn't seem to bother you but maybe you are just really good at hiding it. either way, why is it that no matter how hard i try, it seems to become worse. i love you way too much to just let you go like that. somehow those words you used to express yourself if forever etched in my mind and only you know if that's good or bad. i just get this weird vibe from you that draws me into a world full of doubts and distrust.


are you just a surface wound
or an injury carved into my skin
just like stitches pulling me together