The thought of ending my life is scary. the thought of my friends' lives ending is even scarier. when your thoughts run wild and you imagine the worse, nothing but the loneliness of your soul wandering around nobody. but how am i supposed to wipe out this hatred inside of me, this agony deep inside my heart, the confusion surrouding me and the fear that i hate thinking about. Afraid of losing everything that has been with me my whole life, or have even been part of it. dreading that day when you will have to bid everything you lived for, goodbye. Treasuring your life is never that simple when you are filled with emotions that you are not supposed to have in the first place.