11:17 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Driven by the curiosity
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DINNER WAS GOOD!!!
haha laughed so hard.
FEISIONG! FEISIONG! FEISIONG!
thanks ATHENA AND HUIQI ((((:
CIP TOMORROW! GOSH HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6.30
so lazyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the third post today!!!
my com's screwed again!!!
history was okay i guess.
i want to know how you feel, but yet a part of me doesn't
it's crazy, i know.
haha laughed so hard.
FEISIONG! FEISIONG! FEISIONG!
thanks ATHENA AND HUIQI ((((:
CIP TOMORROW! GOSH HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6.30
so lazyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the third post today!!!
my com's screwed again!!!
history was okay i guess.
i want to know how you feel, but yet a part of me doesn't
it's crazy, i know.
3:27 PM
dream of someone else tonight
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anyway i am back to being bored till 4.30pm!
chengsin's playing fifa, huiqi and tass' not on, nat doesn't have her laptop, sam cheong's at a meeting, sam lee's at vivo, AND EVERYONE ELSE IS BUSY!
OMG MATH TUITION WAS SURPRISINGLY GOOD.
haha she bought me chocolate (Y)!!!
CIP TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i need to do so much cip!
i want to go for dinner!
DINNER ANYONE?!?!?!
oh lex gave me my birthday present today :D
-hands me present-
lex: "OH DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND"
me: "ER NO"
lex: " OHOH THIS WILL HELPYOU GET A BOYFRIEND "
me: "OMG REALLY? " -eyes open wide-
HAHA SHE GOT ME LIP SMACKERS ((((:
THANKS A BUNCH!!!
no one else but just me and my soul.
chengsin's playing fifa, huiqi and tass' not on, nat doesn't have her laptop, sam cheong's at a meeting, sam lee's at vivo, AND EVERYONE ELSE IS BUSY!
OMG MATH TUITION WAS SURPRISINGLY GOOD.
haha she bought me chocolate (Y)!!!
CIP TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg i need to do so much cip!
i want to go for dinner!
DINNER ANYONE?!?!?!
oh lex gave me my birthday present today :D
-hands me present-
lex: "OH DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND"
me: "ER NO"
lex: " OHOH THIS WILL HELPYOU GET A BOYFRIEND "
me: "OMG REALLY? " -eyes open wide-
HAHA SHE GOT ME LIP SMACKERS ((((:
THANKS A BUNCH!!!
no one else but just me and my soul.
12:49 PM
I'M SO BORED! I WANT TO SLEEP >: (
i was supposed to sleep at latest 1 am this morning!
then in the end slept at 3am talking to sam lee.
i couldn't stop laughing
THEN WOKE UP AT 7.16 and i was so tired!!!!!!!!!!!
LEX CAME FOR TRAINING :D
omg i missed her :(
SHE GAVE ME LIP SMACKERS AND A REALLY NICE CARD!
thanks lex I LOVE YOU!!!!!
training was fine, coach didn't come :(
MOVIE TOMORROW!!! SLEEPOVER ON SUNDAY.
tuition in 7 minutes!!!
i really need sleep!!!
THANK GOODNESS CHENGSIN'S ONLINE.
i was supposed to sleep at latest 1 am this morning!
then in the end slept at 3am talking to sam lee.
i couldn't stop laughing
THEN WOKE UP AT 7.16 and i was so tired!!!!!!!!!!!
LEX CAME FOR TRAINING :D
omg i missed her :(
SHE GAVE ME LIP SMACKERS AND A REALLY NICE CARD!
thanks lex I LOVE YOU!!!!!
training was fine, coach didn't come :(
MOVIE TOMORROW!!! SLEEPOVER ON SUNDAY.
tuition in 7 minutes!!!
i really need sleep!!!
THANK GOODNESS CHENGSIN'S ONLINE.
9:09 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Please teach me how to dance
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it's the second week of holidays, and it's getting boring :)
1. i want to skype! where's cheng
2. everyone's going overseas :(
3. ALEXIS IS BACK (:
4. i want to save money for killers
5. i took a nap, now i doubt i can sleep. ANYONE WANT TO STAY UP WITH ME?
6. history tuition tmr!
7. i need to do math tuition homework. shit.
8. i finally got around to uploading photos.
9. I WANT TO PLAY GUITAR HERO!!!
10. i miss you.
Sometimes, i wonder if i was the only one who felt that way, or do you experience the same confusion as me. I hate the times i know i should let go, but my heart would be too stubborn to let me. When i feel like i barely know you, i know i should stop. Is it my heart longing for someone else to fill that empty space, or is it what i really hope it is. I wish i could be a tree in the middle of autumn and winter, when my golden leaves would gradually fall off and i could start anew at the end of winter.
1. i want to skype! where's cheng
2. everyone's going overseas :(
3. ALEXIS IS BACK (:
4. i want to save money for killers
5. i took a nap, now i doubt i can sleep. ANYONE WANT TO STAY UP WITH ME?
6. history tuition tmr!
7. i need to do math tuition homework. shit.
8. i finally got around to uploading photos.
9. I WANT TO PLAY GUITAR HERO!!!
10. i miss you.
Sometimes, i wonder if i was the only one who felt that way, or do you experience the same confusion as me. I hate the times i know i should let go, but my heart would be too stubborn to let me. When i feel like i barely know you, i know i should stop. Is it my heart longing for someone else to fill that empty space, or is it what i really hope it is. I wish i could be a tree in the middle of autumn and winter, when my golden leaves would gradually fall off and i could start anew at the end of winter.
2:19 PM
I JUST READ RUIJIA'S BLOG
hahaha SHE BLOGGED ABOUT MY DOMINO EFFECT.
amelia wanted this domino thing where i was supposed to wake up and knock amelia, and then she'll roll down the bed onto nat, who will move and hit sandra, who will hit chelsea who will hit shanice. haha but in the end it didn't work.
IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO COOL AND PERFECT!
ruijia didn't kick me in the end >: (
we shall do it the next time we have a sleepover :D
OMG I SHOULD UPLOAD PHOTOS SOON!
omg recently we've been having mass convos.
nat, grace and chengsin.
and recently samuel and minxin.
IT'S A NICE ENDING TO THE DAY
THANKS CHENGSIN FOR STAYING UP.
hahaha SHE BLOGGED ABOUT MY DOMINO EFFECT.
amelia wanted this domino thing where i was supposed to wake up and knock amelia, and then she'll roll down the bed onto nat, who will move and hit sandra, who will hit chelsea who will hit shanice. haha but in the end it didn't work.
IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO COOL AND PERFECT!
ruijia didn't kick me in the end >: (
we shall do it the next time we have a sleepover :D
OMG I SHOULD UPLOAD PHOTOS SOON!
omg recently we've been having mass convos.
nat, grace and chengsin.
and recently samuel and minxin.
IT'S A NICE ENDING TO THE DAY
THANKS CHENGSIN FOR STAYING UP.
2:02 PM
we will say we were perfect
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OMG FINALLY I CAN BLOG!!!
SATURDAY
had church!
well cell was cancelled so we played monopoly
I WAS REALLY LUCKY
everyone has immunity BUT I PLAYED FAIR (:
and i hardly owned anything except park lane!!!
then lincoln lost in the end so YEAH!!!
actually he could have EARNED ALOT FROM ME.
but hahaahhaa HE WAS OUT OF LUCK.
had service after that.
went to tass' house after that for GOOD FOOD
thanks tass (:
we played stress after that!
HAHHA I LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHTS
SO I WAS COUTING THE CARDS
" 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12, 20!!! "
HAHAHHA she won't stop haunting me for that!
then left at 10 plus.
GOSH THE BUS TOOK FOREVER TO COME.
ANYWAY thanks tassss! LOVE YOU BB!!!
SUNDAY
went out with gerald!
watched sister's keeper.
IT WAS SAD. but nice (:
finally got rid of my urge to go to VIVO AND WATCH A MOVIE.
we went to orchard central after that, it was a nice view (:
MONDAY
lunch with tass chin!!! ATE CHICKEN CHOP (y)
i treated her!
hahahah
THAT BROKE GIRL
i should teach her HOW TO SAVE
then APRIME
my last one!!! hahaha DIFFRENTIATION.
yup that's about it!
i slept at 5.50 am
AND I FINALLY COULD GET A GOOD SLEEP.
stayed up talking to samuel and watching tv.
I LOVE MY TV AND COMPUTER WHATEVER WOULD I DO WITH THEM.
SATURDAY
had church!
well cell was cancelled so we played monopoly
I WAS REALLY LUCKY
everyone has immunity BUT I PLAYED FAIR (:
and i hardly owned anything except park lane!!!
then lincoln lost in the end so YEAH!!!
actually he could have EARNED ALOT FROM ME.
but hahaahhaa HE WAS OUT OF LUCK.
had service after that.
went to tass' house after that for GOOD FOOD
thanks tass (:
we played stress after that!
HAHHA I LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHTS
SO I WAS COUTING THE CARDS
" 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12, 20!!! "
HAHAHHA she won't stop haunting me for that!
then left at 10 plus.
GOSH THE BUS TOOK FOREVER TO COME.
ANYWAY thanks tassss! LOVE YOU BB!!!
SUNDAY
went out with gerald!
watched sister's keeper.
IT WAS SAD. but nice (:
finally got rid of my urge to go to VIVO AND WATCH A MOVIE.
we went to orchard central after that, it was a nice view (:
MONDAY
lunch with tass chin!!! ATE CHICKEN CHOP (y)
i treated her!
hahahah
THAT BROKE GIRL
i should teach her HOW TO SAVE
then APRIME
my last one!!! hahaha DIFFRENTIATION.
yup that's about it!
i slept at 5.50 am
AND I FINALLY COULD GET A GOOD SLEEP.
stayed up talking to samuel and watching tv.
I LOVE MY TV AND COMPUTER WHATEVER WOULD I DO WITH THEM.
10:02 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
There's beauty in the rain
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FRIDAY (20/11)
went out with SHANICE, NAT AND CHELSEA.
went out with SHANICE, NAT AND CHELSEA.
ate at sakae, OMG LAUGHED SO HARD AT NAT and talked about some disgusting stuff.
i haven't laughed so hard in such a long time.
i satisfied my craving for jap food (Y)
then we left, bumped into theodore.
walked over to ion to "shop"
hahaha, then we were so bored so decided to catch a movie.
freeloaded on starbucks' internet!!!
chelsea kept doing her FINGERS CROSSED THING cause she was hoping that there won't be enough seats for 2012, CAUSE SHE WAS SCARED.
and true enough, THERE WASN'T ANY SEATS.
went to the lan area to camwhore!
neoprints (omg it's been so long) then frolick :D
headed home after that!!!
(SHANICE HAS NI HAO KAI LAN IN HER ITUNES HAHAHHAHAHA!)
ruijia and sandra joined us.
WE PLAYED TAITI.
sandra won, i think. OR WAS IT SHANICE.
ruijia, nat, chelsea and shanice prepared a cake for sandra and i (ruijia baked it!)
WELL IT WAS GOOD (:
WELL IT WAS GOOD (:
THANKS GUYS!
watched i love you, man.
SUPER FUNNY HAHAHHA LAUGHED SO HARD.
SANDRA AND SHANICE LAUGHED AT THE BASS THING.
then we watched accepted, and dozed off!
so went to sleep, BUT WE SPENT LIKE 10 MINUTES FIGHTING OVER WHO SLEEPS WHERE.
so finally we decided and turned off the lights, went to sleep.
BUT WE COULDN'T SLEEP (except sandra)
so we watched a tiny bit of zoolander.
SLEPT.
SATURDAY
woke up really early!!! 7.30!!!!!!!
as usual, chelsea and shanice were the last to wake up.
PLAYED TIATI AGAIN!
ruijia left :(
then we watched fight club,
they thought it was super draggy. BUT I STILL LIKE IT (:
then they left and that was the end of the sleepover :(
I HAD SO MUCH FUN.
THANKS!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS.
12:21 AM
I AM TIRED! I WILL BLOG ABOUT TODAY AND YESTERDAY TMR.
i miss camwhoring with shanice, nat and chelsea.
IT WAS FUN.
okay anyway I SHOULD SLEEP.
it's stupid but i miss you.
i need to shut out all thoughts about being alone becoming a reality.
i miss camwhoring with shanice, nat and chelsea.
IT WAS FUN.
okay anyway I SHOULD SLEEP.
it's stupid but i miss you.
i need to shut out all thoughts about being alone becoming a reality.
9:57 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
ILOVESHANICE.
9:57 PM
HELLO FRIENDS!!!!
THIS IS CHELSEA AT AMELIA'S HOUSE.
YAY!!!!!!!
THIS IS CHELSEA AT AMELIA'S HOUSE.
YAY!!!!!!!
11:44 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Goodbye apathy
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SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST rich, SERIOUSLY RICH.
i mean edible 23 karat Gold sundae?
that is just incredible.
that is just incredible.
and if you go to the ritz carlton, they serve a cocktail with a one karat diamond at the bottom.
but i guess you are able to keep the diamond, so it kind of is worth it?
but, WOW. that is luxury.
bio tuition is 44 minutes.
i think it is 2 hours.
i must survive.i will survive. it's going to be a long 2 hours.
skyped with nat yesterday!
miss her so much :(
i need to go out with her!!!
my tumblarity has finally reached 120!!!
at least it's above 120.
i love snsd now.
OHMYGOODNESS I LOVE YOONA.
she is so pretty and she seems down-to-earth.
no wonder so many guys like her.
i wish i was overseas instead of being stuck here, in singapore.
things are going to get a WHOLE LOT BORING-ER.
wishing for something even i know is impossible.
9:10 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I miss the times when i would play "lay all your love on me" in the room, and my sister would walk past and say:
" MEI how many times must i tell you TO STOP WASTING ALL YOUR EMOTIONS"
well, 33 more days.
i am addicted to rachel yamagata
" MEI how many times must i tell you TO STOP WASTING ALL YOUR EMOTIONS"
well, 33 more days.
i am addicted to rachel yamagata
8:21 PM
Creating a sort of transformation
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Dying for subject change.
it turned me numb and i'm too afraid to stand in your presence, afraid of the pain that could possibly repeat this tragedy. Left me with permanent scars, something i would never be able to forget. i wonder if you had ever wondered what you could have done to change the situation, to make it better. what you could have done to make everything better for both you and her. You can't alter the past but you can definitely try to change the future. why don't you give it a shot, instead of just turning a blind eye to it all.
it turned me numb and i'm too afraid to stand in your presence, afraid of the pain that could possibly repeat this tragedy. Left me with permanent scars, something i would never be able to forget. i wonder if you had ever wondered what you could have done to change the situation, to make it better. what you could have done to make everything better for both you and her. You can't alter the past but you can definitely try to change the future. why don't you give it a shot, instead of just turning a blind eye to it all.
4:16 PM
There cannot be a close second
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THAT WAS SOME GOOD SLEEP.
but when i woke up it started raining :( BAD TIME TO WAKE UP.
i'm hungry, WHAT'S NEW >: ( i am going to have to STOP EATING!!!
I HEAR FOOD CALLING MY NAME BUT I DON'T SEE IT
IT'S TUITION ALL THE WAY AFTER THIS WEEKEND.
boy, AM I EXCITED!
incredibly bored.
HEY, you kind of piss me off, i am getting tired of you. sorry.
i can't figure you out, not even part of you
it makes me want to keep trying.
you're like a puzzle, that's never meant to be fixed.
1:48 PM
HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR PICNIC!
I'LL BRING YOU TO MARINA BARRAGE SOMETIME.
it's been nice knowing you for the past ONE YEAR (:
and you add so much joy to the class!
i loved our movie marathons, last minute bishan meet-ups, sentosa trip, shopping trips and our night time stroll from orchard to SOMEPLACE.
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL CLASS REP, CLASSMATE AND FRIEND!!!
happy 15th!!!
ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN! LOVE YOU!
ONE YEAR FROM NOW, SWEET 16!!!
11:36 AM
PICTURES!
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11:13 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
within the stretch of the wind
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i haven't updated in a while!!!
SOOOOOOO HOLIDAYS ARE HERE. FINALLY.
SATURDAY
OHMYGOODNESS
chengsin, lincoln and kenneth made me tear threw A MILLION LAYERS OF NEWSPAPER.
but it was worth it.
CAUSE I GOT A BEN10 WATCH thanks guys I LOVE IT.
oh and a BEN 10 NOTEBOOK TOO!!!!!!
omg i love it. BEN 10 FTW ((((:
stayed for dinner!
I WAS SHOWING EVERYONE MY WATCH, it freaking LIGHTS UP.
i know you're jealous!!!
SUNDAY
CELL BBQ.
it was nice to catch up!
esp with lincoln!
thanks chengsin for BBQ-ING.
had a sleepover with TASS AND HUIQI.
tass slept so early >: (
then we pasted stuff on her BUT SHE WOKE UP CRANKY AND BRUSHED IT ALL OFF!!!
aprime the next day and yah.
THAT'S BOUT IT!!!
TUESDAY
OMG HAPPPY BIRTHDAY HUIQI LOVE YOU ALOT!!!!
picnic at BOTANIC!!!
then wanqi, sarah and tricia came to surprise her!!!
HOPE YOU LOVED YOUR PRESENTS.
sarah and tricia were so scared of the birds!!! esp THE SWANS
hahaha should have video-ed their reaction!!!!
went to nydc after that to EAT.
oh and PW JOINED ((((:
went to kenneth's house after that to play cards, wii and cluedo!
OHMYGOSH, WILLIAM IS THE BEST SO CUTE.
he better remember my name >: (
the thought of being alone scares me.
SOOOOOOO HOLIDAYS ARE HERE. FINALLY.
SATURDAY
OHMYGOODNESS
chengsin, lincoln and kenneth made me tear threw A MILLION LAYERS OF NEWSPAPER.
but it was worth it.
CAUSE I GOT A BEN10 WATCH thanks guys I LOVE IT.
oh and a BEN 10 NOTEBOOK TOO!!!!!!
omg i love it. BEN 10 FTW ((((:
stayed for dinner!
I WAS SHOWING EVERYONE MY WATCH, it freaking LIGHTS UP.
i know you're jealous!!!
SUNDAY
CELL BBQ.
it was nice to catch up!
esp with lincoln!
thanks chengsin for BBQ-ING.
had a sleepover with TASS AND HUIQI.
tass slept so early >: (
then we pasted stuff on her BUT SHE WOKE UP CRANKY AND BRUSHED IT ALL OFF!!!
aprime the next day and yah.
THAT'S BOUT IT!!!
TUESDAY
OMG HAPPPY BIRTHDAY HUIQI LOVE YOU ALOT!!!!
picnic at BOTANIC!!!
then wanqi, sarah and tricia came to surprise her!!!
HOPE YOU LOVED YOUR PRESENTS.
sarah and tricia were so scared of the birds!!! esp THE SWANS
hahaha should have video-ed their reaction!!!!
went to nydc after that to EAT.
oh and PW JOINED ((((:
went to kenneth's house after that to play cards, wii and cluedo!
OHMYGOSH, WILLIAM IS THE BEST SO CUTE.
he better remember my name >: (
the thought of being alone scares me.
9:57 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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thanks everyone for your wishes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS TABS FOR BEING THE FIRST (a day early!)
thanks EVERYONE FOR SENDING ME AN SMS OR WISHING ME ON MSN/FB
thanks for the call, KENNETH, TABS AND NATTTT!!! (omg got such a shock when i heard your voice!)
thanks JUSTIN FOR CALLING ALL THE WAY FROM JAPAN!!!
thanks for the spam once again, BOLT, TABS, AND KENNETH
THANKS HUIQI, WANQI, SARAH, TASS, SERENE FOR THE AWESOME AND FABULOUS WALLET. red FTW!
thanks CHAN AND WENN ER FOR YOUR AWESOME HUGS TODAY!
THANKS AUDREY FOR THE BOARD!
THANKS FOR THE CAKE hq,wq,serene,tass,sarah.
THANKS FOR THE CUPCAKES, jessica, ruijia, nat, yingmei, cheryl wong.
THANKS CHENGSIN FOR THE EMAIL, THE A-Z ONE (I LIKE THE maple buddy one!)
THANKS EVERYONE ELSE FOR YOUR WISHES, i love you guys x9380570394
today TASS AMUSED ME SO MUCH.
i came to school and heard her shouting " HUIQI HUIQI!" while running across the hallway with the cake. HAHA CLASSIC.
then at the end of the day, SHE SWUNG THE TANGS DOOR RIGHT OPEN. and it bounced back and hit her. FUNNNY!
hahhahaha LOVE YOU TO BITS.
OMG and today in school, tizi, wenn er, chan, audrey and i were playing the sausage game. THAT WAS FUN TOO.
this year, it won't be the same, and it might never be.
THANKS TABS FOR BEING THE FIRST (a day early!)
thanks EVERYONE FOR SENDING ME AN SMS OR WISHING ME ON MSN/FB
thanks for the call, KENNETH, TABS AND NATTTT!!! (omg got such a shock when i heard your voice!)
thanks JUSTIN FOR CALLING ALL THE WAY FROM JAPAN!!!
thanks for the spam once again, BOLT, TABS, AND KENNETH
THANKS HUIQI, WANQI, SARAH, TASS, SERENE FOR THE AWESOME AND FABULOUS WALLET. red FTW!
thanks CHAN AND WENN ER FOR YOUR AWESOME HUGS TODAY!
THANKS AUDREY FOR THE BOARD!
THANKS FOR THE CAKE hq,wq,serene,tass,sarah.
THANKS FOR THE CUPCAKES, jessica, ruijia, nat, yingmei, cheryl wong.
THANKS CHENGSIN FOR THE EMAIL, THE A-Z ONE (I LIKE THE maple buddy one!)
THANKS EVERYONE ELSE FOR YOUR WISHES, i love you guys x9380570394
today TASS AMUSED ME SO MUCH.
i came to school and heard her shouting " HUIQI HUIQI!" while running across the hallway with the cake. HAHA CLASSIC.
then at the end of the day, SHE SWUNG THE TANGS DOOR RIGHT OPEN. and it bounced back and hit her. FUNNNY!
hahhahaha LOVE YOU TO BITS.
OMG and today in school, tizi, wenn er, chan, audrey and i were playing the sausage game. THAT WAS FUN TOO.
this year, it won't be the same, and it might never be.
8:57 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009
HI WORLD. THIS IS GLORIA.
(: (: (: (: (:
AMELIAS BIRTHDAY IN TWO DAAAAAAAAYS.
(: (: (: (: (:
AMELIAS BIRTHDAY IN TWO DAAAAAAAAYS.
8:24 PM
It's missing one thing
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school today was normal.
i think i was quieter than normal today.went a-prime.
didn't talk much during aprime, did diffrentiation, SO CONFUSING >: (
holidays are in ONE WEEK!
1. i will finish ALL my work in November.
2. Start on bio, ss and history early in DECEMBER.
3. START EXERCISING.
4. STOP SNACKING.
5. buy everyone christmas presents.
6. Save money
7. have sufficient sleep!
8. start doing chores
9. bake successfully
10. lead a good life.
i want to let it go. i will let it go.
confusion will be a thing of the past pretty soon.
thank you, for protecting her.
i think i was quieter than normal today.went a-prime.
didn't talk much during aprime, did diffrentiation, SO CONFUSING >: (
holidays are in ONE WEEK!
1. i will finish ALL my work in November.
2. Start on bio, ss and history early in DECEMBER.
3. START EXERCISING.
4. STOP SNACKING.
5. buy everyone christmas presents.
6. Save money
7. have sufficient sleep!
8. start doing chores
9. bake successfully
10. lead a good life.
i want to let it go. i will let it go.
confusion will be a thing of the past pretty soon.
thank you, for protecting her.
8:00 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
when i don't have school, i am bored.
when i have school, i feel tired.
when i am out, i feel the need to spend money.
when i am with my friends, i can't help but smile.
when i am on the phone, my troubles seem to be gone.
ULTIMATELY, I HAVE THE NEED TO BE CONSTANTLY OCCUPIED.
i have been restaurant city-ing THE WHOLE DAY.
i miss NAT!!!!!!!!!!!! and ALEXIS.
no more weird entertainment during trainings :(
and i miss you, so much.
when i have school, i feel tired.
when i am out, i feel the need to spend money.
when i am with my friends, i can't help but smile.
when i am on the phone, my troubles seem to be gone.
ULTIMATELY, I HAVE THE NEED TO BE CONSTANTLY OCCUPIED.
i have been restaurant city-ing THE WHOLE DAY.
i miss NAT!!!!!!!!!!!! and ALEXIS.
no more weird entertainment during trainings :(
and i miss you, so much.
11:55 AM
Shouting won't keep you
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I WANT TO GO OUT!
i think i am addicted to restaurant city, IT'S FUNNNNNNN TTM!
i think i am addicted to restaurant city, IT'S FUNNNNNNN TTM!
is being afraid to love, a good enough reason not to laugh?
12:10 AM
tranquilize
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FRIDAY.
omg SUPER FUN. SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET FTW (:
we ate so much, I WANTED TO EXPLODE.
and we laughed so much, WHICH DID NOT MAKE US FEEL SO GOOD.
thanks to wanqi's SICK IMAGE.
then i lost :( 9 plates, everyone else has 11/12
OH AND we played I HAVE and we had to drink water as punishment.
DRANK SO MUCH.
i love sarah's! " i have peed in school before and tried to pass it off as water"
HAHAHHA OMG SUPER FUNNY.
HAHAHHA OMG SUPER FUNNY.
loved it so much. THAT WAS A NICE END TO friday (:
Saturday
MET KENNETH, TABS, MICHELLE AND NAT! to send nat off (:
MICHELLE GOT ME A FLOWER THANKS SO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
then we went bk to eat, and mark met us.
THEN THEY sang me a birthday song (:
along with the NICEST CARD EVER!
THANKS SO MUCH YOU GUYS LOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
omg and nat got me a ben10 file. OMG BEN FRIGGING 10 (((((:
love it ttm!
THANKSSSSSS!
WILL MISS YOU NATTTTTT GHUI!
headed to church after that!
SORRY ARIE.
had cell, it was fun cause we played talked, crapped
AND AS USUAL TASS, LINCOLN AND KENNETH WAS MAKING FUN OF ME.
hahahhahaha.
service was pretty good (:
thanks lincoln, kenneth, tass and karyne AGAIN!
headed to orchard after that to meet my mum.
THAT'S ABOUT IT!
birthday's in 3, WHAT TO DO.
why am i so afraid to talk to you, why do i feel this way. will it be easy to just tell myself to forget about you?
7:27 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Natz! 170294 says (7:17 PM):
HI
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:25 PM):
HEYYYYYYYYYYY
Natz! 170294 says (7:25 PM):
SLOW MUCH.
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:25 PM):
SORRY
EATNG
Natz! 170294 says (7:26 PM):
ahaaha
AGAIN
?
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:26 PM):
what againnnn?
Natz! 170294 says (7:26 PM):
you eating.
it seems like you always keep eating.
haha
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:26 PM):
OMG
NOOOOOOOOOO
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
omg nooooooo WHERE GOT, NAT >:(
HI
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:25 PM):
HEYYYYYYYYYYY
Natz! 170294 says (7:25 PM):
SLOW MUCH.
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:25 PM):
SORRY
EATNG
Natz! 170294 says (7:26 PM):
ahaaha
AGAIN
?
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:26 PM):
what againnnn?
Natz! 170294 says (7:26 PM):
you eating.
it seems like you always keep eating.
haha
Amelia ' i love how our thoughts are intertwined says (7:26 PM):
OMG
NOOOOOOOOOO
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
omg nooooooo WHERE GOT, NAT >:(
9:04 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009
HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL LAUUUUUUUUUUU
hope you have a good birthday in LONDON.
I MISS YOU!
come back fasterrrrrrrrr!
8:57 PM
school today was fine. not much.
I AM JUST GLAD I SURVIVED IT.
lunch with Huiqi was nice, rained so heavily
aprime was fun.
everyone was noisy.
life is so slow now, and boring.
the thought of thinking that you have everything for a moment, but having it all taken away fills me up with fear. The scene of you alone through the toughest times of your life, having no other path to choose, leading your life full of regret and sorrow. Compared to a young child, who has many paths to choose and many years ahead of her, while you have no where else to go. It hurts to see you in your position, but it will hurt even more to see you walk away. i need to remove these thoughts from my mind right now.
6:04 PM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Just to take a look
say something!
I CAN'T BELIEVE WE STILL HAVE SCHOOL :(
Church yesterday was good!
the boys were so cute.
ESP. DOMINIC and i like CHESTER TOO.
hahahaha. Played the water game,
OH MY GOSH HAHAHHAA IT WAS SO SCARY.
but tass lost in the end, SO OH WELLLL.
Had service after that. Worship was quite good for me.
i kind of let out whatever i have been keeping inside of me
and i felt pretty relieved after that too.
THANKS NAT AND TASS for praying for me.
Love you guys.
Sermon was about compassion.
and it ended pretty fast.
Thanks Lincoln and Kenneth for your concern.
Dinner with Brenda, Kenneth and Renhui.
oh and arie bought me A DRINK.
it finished pretty fast though :(
AND BRENDA'S WALLET IS SO RED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SLEEPOVER with nat and Gloria.
IT WAS FUN.
did so many stupid things, and fb statuses and yah.
"you are the thumb to my hand!!!"
Love them so much!
i am going to miss nat so much :(
slept at 4 plus.
THEN woke up.
Gloria left cause she had training, and I went to orchard with nat.
BOUGHT A BAG ((((:
That's about it!
We will never be perfect, and we never were.
But everyone tries to make their life perfect,
and it hurts me to see you suffer when you could be living a better life out there.
and happiness is endless.
i hate pulling you back.
Church yesterday was good!
the boys were so cute.
ESP. DOMINIC and i like CHESTER TOO.
hahahaha. Played the water game,
OH MY GOSH HAHAHHAA IT WAS SO SCARY.
but tass lost in the end, SO OH WELLLL.
Had service after that. Worship was quite good for me.
i kind of let out whatever i have been keeping inside of me
and i felt pretty relieved after that too.
THANKS NAT AND TASS for praying for me.
Love you guys.
Sermon was about compassion.
and it ended pretty fast.
Thanks Lincoln and Kenneth for your concern.
Dinner with Brenda, Kenneth and Renhui.
oh and arie bought me A DRINK.
it finished pretty fast though :(
AND BRENDA'S WALLET IS SO RED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SLEEPOVER with nat and Gloria.
IT WAS FUN.
did so many stupid things, and fb statuses and yah.
"you are the thumb to my hand!!!"
Love them so much!
i am going to miss nat so much :(
slept at 4 plus.
THEN woke up.
Gloria left cause she had training, and I went to orchard with nat.
BOUGHT A BAG ((((:
That's about it!
We will never be perfect, and we never were.
But everyone tries to make their life perfect,
and it hurts me to see you suffer when you could be living a better life out there.
and happiness is endless.
i hate pulling you back.