MONDAY (28/12)
tennis dinner yesterdayat nat's function room!
it was really fun!
went over early to prepare the food and stuff
OMG PIGGGINNNNNIIIIIIIEEEEEEE!
HAHAHA i will upload the videos later (:
DAMN FUNNY... THE MEEPOK BOWL. LOL.
then we went to the function room and waited for everyone!
there was baked pasta, bee hoon, sheperd's pie, crab claw, salad, sausages, french fries, ice cream, cake and drinks.
YUM, THERE WAS TOO MUCH FOOOOOOOODDDDDD!
we played guesstures and taboo!
(MOONCAKE, SLEEPWALK)
then we camwhored and stuff! LEX AND I WERE DOING SPASM SHOTS.
BITE YOUR LEFT EAR (L)


jia, nat, shanice, chelsea and i then went to lex's house for SLEEPOVER!
OMG DAMN FUNNY
we were all playing with nat's inflatable boob thingy, SHIT EPIC.
hahhahahaha JIA'S ONE WAS THE FUNNIEST! AND THE PICTURES WERE QUITE DISTURBING!!!
then we camwhored/dressed-up and stuff.
we watched blind side, but i was kind of sleeping and in the room!


THE NEXT DAY WE HAD BREAKFAST AND STUFF
then we all had to leave!
THAT'S ALL :)
(i kind of forgot what happened)

Labels: tennis dinner; christmas

stop being a bitch. thanks

MAYBE IF YOU DON'T WANT HIM TO FIND OUT YOU SHOULD FRIGGING INVITE HIM TOO FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.

i don't like it here, not even one bit. There is only one or two of you who actually make it bearable. i hate how i can't communicate with you, i hate how you can't even listen so i hate trying to listen to you as well. Coming back to this place never brings me happiness, because we never ever talk to each other. Maybe cause i don't try but you don't make it easy as well. When i do try, you just don't bother. You can hate him although you say you don't but have you ever thought that maybe this is how he feels as well. So until we treat each other equally, we will never find the happiness that our home used to bring us.


i doubt i can take another day of this. i am really glad i am going for a sleepover and camp.

christmas is o-v-e-r


went over to cheng's house yesterday!
along with sam.
it was kind of what i needed, instead of staying home!
HIS NEW HOUSE IS LIKE AOSDFITYAMF
BIG HOUSE!!!
WE walked around, played fife, karaoke.
OH HIS TOILET IS THE BOMBZZZZ!!!!
THANKS SAM AND CHENG FOR THE PRESENT :)
then i had to leave cause dinner at night!


i waskind of reluctant to go but it was okay. went over to the big house for dinner
food was good!
my sister was talking so that was (Y)
THEN i played blokus with my cousins
HAHAHA IT WAS QUITE FUN.
i learnt mahjong after that and played about 5 games!!!
I WON 1 hahahhaa mahjong is actually quite fun!!!


opened our presents after that!
waited for a whole day!!!
i got a camera, fred perry shoes, jacket and $150 :):):):)
THAT'S IT! BYEBYE!

I hate christmas. I hate my family.

my dad and sister is outta sight
my mum is sleeping
my brother is a big mouth gorilla >: (
FABULOUS CHRISTMAS.

HI ALL, i am incredibly bored. christmas definitely does not feel like christmas. 4 hours 11 minutes till christmas.


i am currently addicted to my ipod. BYE

i'm starting to worry

You make it so obvious and it disgusts me. you don't even say a word, and only do when there is really a need to. why don't you try giving a thought to his feelings as well, it might help. i hate seeing both of you like this, it's pathetic and it makes both of you miserable. your actions make it clear you do not want to be around him. sure he did something wrong, but maybe you could try to make it easier for us, or at least me. because i hate how it is now.


There was Something that i have longed for since i realised i never had happiness.
Somehow you made me feel like whatever was lacking in my life,
is being filled up slowly, the way you make me feel this way,
makes me want to thank you more and more each day.

TRAINING TODAY WAS RATHER OKAY :)
the weather was being a bitch :(
so it stopped raining spent ages drying the court.
then warmed up and played max 3 :)
I WAS BUSY SOAKING UP FENGSHUI
the treees side, SUCKED. BAD FENGSHUI >: (
then it started raining again!!!
so went to squash courts where we did static physical.
(hahaha, STATIC)
80 push ups, kangaroo jumps, super man, crunches (however you spell it, but it sounds like this!) and BURPEES (yucks, KILLER!)
the burpeeees was tiringgggg :(
my legs were aching! JELLY LEGS.
then we went back to playing max 3 cause the rain stopped!
Lex and i kind of were not playing properly, cause we were doing stuff.
STOP TOUCHING THE BALLS.
lex was SUPER HIGH
we started doing retarded stuff, and TRAINING ENDED :):):)


craving for golden rooster SO TO CORO WE WENT!
i saw Sam cheong along the way!!!
then ate DELICIOUS FOOD. SUPER YUMMY.
that's about it :)


THEN WENT TO FETCH MY SISTER FROM THE AIRPORT.
omg she is back, FINALLY.
her accent changed!!!
(she insists she didn't have one, BUT SHE DID)
then yah she bought me some stuff :)

TASS CHIN IS COMING BACK TOMORROW
FROM THE LAND OF HOT GUYS AND PASTA. FASTER CHIN FASTER
i miss you :(:(:(

AMELIA:

bob, why are you so cheena :(
george, why are you a manslut
harry, why are your legs like that


SHANICE:
Bob's a chinaman
George is such a manwhore
Harry has super sexy legs

i love shaniceeeeeeee (L)!!!

OMG OMG OMG I FORGOT TO MENTION
on friday, during training
coach picked captains for max 3!
then he picked jessica and bean, i think (forgot)
and he made them play scissors, paper, stone to see who starts picking
THEN HE SAID " scissors, paper, stone BEST OF 1"
hahahhaa shit damn funnnnnnny then the whole team never laugh, lousy!
but chelsea and i laughed at it for DAMN LONG!
UNTIL OUR STOMACHS HURT AND WE WERE TEARING
shit it was so freaking funny.
HOW COULD THEY NOT LAUGH.
good one coach (Y)(Y)(Y)

OMG NEW SONGS!!!
EH LEX TANG I AM ADDICTED TO THE OBSESSED WITH YOU SONG!!!
i always get addicted to the songs she sends me, EVEN THE WEIRDEST ONES >: (
like cooking by the book!
I AM SO WEIRD.
okay :)
BYE

Saturday

Went to starbucks in the afternoon((((:
IT was really nice and awesome!!!
I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
then headed to church for cell!
we did some card thing, i think cell was pretty quiet.
then we had a session of sharing
I THINK THAT WAS NICE.
everyone started opening up (:
had service, kind of the usual.
left early, then went grocery shopping.
OKAY NOT MUCH. THATS IT.
(this was a pretty boring post)


broken hearts, broken lives
he will take them all


Let's just fall in love again

OMG I HAVE NO LIFE.

FRIDAY
TRAINING!!!
we were all still aching so we managed to convince coach to not give us physical
TOOK SO MUCH EFFORT!!!
jia: "COACH, can we have FUN physical!"
Coach: "I always have fun when you guys are having physical, what"
COACH IS DAMN M-E-A-N!
but anyway, we talked about rich people and all their houses.
SHIT how did they become so damn rich >: (
Lex was doing her PETER CHAOO THINGY
lex : "OW MY ******, mother******"
she needs to stop being so VULGAR!!!
and we all started singing cause coach said we could not do physical,
if we sang as a team!
Chloe, nicola and sarah khan have SUCH FREAKING NICE VOICES!
hidden talent!!!


went home got ready met chelsea and serangoon MRT!
we were late to meet Jia, Lex and Nat.
we were SUPPOSED TO EAT LUNCH TOGETHER, but they all ate first except jia.
SO JIA AND I WERE STARVING.
but we went to mustafa first, then headed to plaza sing.
WHERE WE COULD EAT, shit i was damn hungry!!!
laughedlaughlaughed, talktalktalk.
Walked around to find mrs de's scrapbook materials.
THEY WERE ALL DAMN NICE!!!
then headed to school for jia's and chelsea's training.


SATURDAY
woke up, changed, skyped for a while :D :D :D
met lex, nat and jia at Shaw. I WAS LATE :(
WHOOOOPS!
FOUND OUR PHOTO ALBUM!
they had these freaking cute banana, carrot and chilli pencil cases
SUPER CUTE, so RUIJIA!!!
hahahaha!
then we went down to the supermarket area, and nat tried the rice wine.
HAHAH SHE WAS A LITTLE FLUSHED (she thinks she was drunk, MAYBE!)
then went to ion, wisma everywhere to SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!
I LOVE SHOPPPPPPPINGGGGGGG!!!
bought so many things, NOW I AM BROKE!!!
camwhoreddddddddd walked around.
BOUGHT THOSE NICE PUSH CART ICE CREAMS.
lex was complaining!hahha so we stood outside ion for like 15 minutes!
making her eat her ice cream, LIKE A KID!
and obviously, JIA WAS THE MOTHER.
then we left to lex's house.
did the scrapbook SUPER DUPER NICE.
I BET MRS DE WILL LOVEEEEE IT!!!
best accomplishment ever (:
BYE!


it's the way you make me smile,
that make me all sweet inside.

tuition todayyyyy!!!
IT FEELS QUITE GOOD SLEEPING EARLY. i should try it more often!!!
it is 10 December today.
and my holidays are still being wasted.


i have yet to start on:
1. SS ESSAYS
2. ENGLISH TUITION WORK
3. MATH WORKSHEETS
4. HISTORY REVISIONS
5. EVEN MY BAKING :(
such a failure.
IT IS O-LEVELS NEXT YEAR and i have yet to WAKE UP.
shit so screwed :(


was skyping again today (((:
it' so nice there.
i want to goooo!!!
I miss you :(


it's a feeling that i try to get rid of, all the time.
the feeling of fear slowly invading my heart.
filling my head with thoughts i hate to entertain.
but no matter how hard i try they will remain there,
but it depends how prominent they are.
but i only feel the safest, near you.

IT'S 8.23AM time to do my math (((:

IMY.

TRAINING TODAYYYYYYY!
hahahaha it was so FREAKING FUN
spent like 2 hours talking about ghost movies and thrillers
i have this sudden urge to watch one now, BUT I AM ALONE
so i shall wipe that idea out of my head!
then lex and i kind of fell asleep during the talk.
then i had to wake up and play a match against cheryl wong
WHICH I GOT THRASHED IN
oh well (:
then lines other matches and stuff.
OH and 30 mins physical after that.
WE SPRINTED
oh shit, the first time i sprinted i could already feel the ache.
then sprint about 5 times.
ohmygosh, wanted to die.
but when it was over, IT FELT PRETTY GOOD (:


went out for lunch with lex after that
jia was supposed to join, BUT SHE DIDN'T
>: (
ate at golden rooster.
omg hahaha she was telling me about this guy then
lex "OH HIS NAME IS VICTOR AOIGNON"
hahhahhahahha funnnnny!
then we just talked alot and stuff (:
I LOVE EATING WITH HER.
that's about it.
omg then i had to climb the stairs for the overhead bridge. I FELT LIKE DYING


CAME HOME. and bathed.
FELT SO CLEAN
then skyped(:
IT WAS SO FUN SKYPING.
i love it!!!
YUP THAT'S ALL.

THIS IS MY 581th POST!!!


so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of groundi gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain in
front of mecause im just tryna be happy


my new favourite song!
apart from all the right moves, bad girl and ring ding dong (((:
omg i love flowers.
KK BACK TO BIO
bye (:

OHMYGOODNESS!
RACHEL CHAN'S BLOG IS HILARIOUS
I LOL-ED AT IT.
omg her dreams are damn amusing.
SERIOUSLY I GET SO FASCINATED WHENEVER SHE TELLS ME ABOUT HER DREAM
there was the one where she bought some japanese food
and the guy in her dream said : " LET'S USE THIS RECEIPT TO GO TO JAPAN"
classic chan classic.
I COULDN'T HELP BUT BLOG ABOUT IT (:


imyimyimylikecrazy.

met cheng, minxin, sam and lincoln today at bishan!!!
they ate while i kind of did bio. I HATE BIO :(
then walk walk walk, and went over to cheng's house.
we played asshole taiti again.
I AM ADDICTED TO THAT GAME.
then we played fifa (((:
hahha OMG I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO PLAY.
i anyhow play! sorrry minxin and chengsin :(
everything was super tyco.
hahahaha JUST PASS AND PASS AND PASS.
then hung around in cheng's room reading smses and stuff.
then linc and i left.
sam cheong walked "us" out.
talked and talked and talked (: IT WAS REALLY NICE!!!
haha and minxin was so cute behind (((:
anddddddd yeah (((:
ONLY WE KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
that's about it, it was pretty awesome if you ask me!


6thdecember6thdecember6thdecember6thdecember6thdecember.
I couldn't ask for more.

SATURDAY

i'm kind of bored right now!!!
i want to workk >: (
AND MAKE MY HOLIDAYS MORE PRODUCTIVE.
okay outing with chan and chin later (((:
I MISS CHAN I HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER FOR 924057802 LIGHTYEARS ALR.
christmas is in 22 more days, that's pretty fast.

it's a feeling that i longed to feel, for a while.