I think i just have to let it out.
i think i will miss you, i will miss everything. I've been hoping and wishing for something that i know i will never get, and even if i do get it, it won't be a happy one. I miss not treasuring the times we had. I regret drifting from you for the longest time and now, all i can do is watch you go away. i hate how i can't open up to you, even if i do what will i say. For now, i just hope that regardless of how i treat you, you know i love you.