i have got nothing to say just that if you choose to believe in whatever you want there's nothing i can do. if you want to wallow is self pity go ahead, but it is getting really irritating. stop trying to lie your way through, cause it will get you no where. sure you may have decieved some people but i think it is just pathertic-plain pathetic. you keep telling me these things that i have no idea how to react, and i just force myself to act like i care. but you are shaping youself into smeone who is crying out for people's attention by making yourself look like someone who is really miserable. what am i supposed to do? what do you want me to do! you may think that i care and that i may believe in whatever you're telling me, but i have had enough.