Sometimes, i wonder if you ever think before you speak. I am sorry you are being so insensitive, but i think you should take into consideration how this would affect me. So what if i freaking did that, how would i know you didn't want the world to know you have a FULL family?! honestly, i think what you said was just rude. Whenever i tried to forget this past of ours, you have to drag it back in. Even if i knew about everything it doesn't mean that i am not affected by this. i know deep down you are incredibly hurt, but so is he. This is screwing up my life, i hate talking about this, but i doubt i can stand another day/weeks/months/years of this.


i really miss going out with lex, chels, shan, jia, nat. I need my holidays back.