10:59 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
because everytime i try to numb myself, only my body freezes but my heart aches more than anything and it is that one moment that i long to hear your warm whispers then sends me yearning for more. but it makes me oh so confused. how i wish that you could wear your heart on your sleeve and tell me your every thought and do not keep me guessing, because i am getting tired but i can't just let it go. the exhaustion wears me thin and i try so hard to figure you out but you are just this one thing that i not meant for me to ever figure out. maybe that's what makes me stay on to watch you walk away, instead of me taking the first step.