9:50 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Everything's mixed up
say something!

i'm in such a horrible mood
i feel like i have no one to open up to
cause there are some people out there
who will betray your trust and tell the world your secrets
even when you have told them everything
they think nothing of it and just tell people
and when people do that, i just feel so stupid
for trusting such people
that will do anything just to get what they want
but in the end, they will be at the losing end
i don't see how some people
can act so well, that they can convince people they can be trusted
but in actual fact they are just scheming and downright despicable,
they think it is perfectly normal
oblivious to the fact that what they just did was the bitchiest thing,
it is times like this when you know that friend is no longer a friend
or was never one to start with.


i can't take these messages that keep me thinking all night
when i ponder over it from day to night
and i just end up back to where i started,
nothing