i have no idea what is wrong with me. i feel so tired, physically and mentally. so worn out that my mind's all flustered, and i am lost. it feels like a drama that never ends, the confusion just accumulates and i am just waiting for the day till i realise, what i am doing is going to kill me,sooner or later. i am caught in this cycle that repeats itself daily, and knowing i am stuck in this cycle i don't do anything to stop it. i no longer know what i want, and what i am living for. what am i doing?