school today was fine. not much.

I AM JUST GLAD I SURVIVED IT.

lunch with Huiqi was nice, rained so heavily

aprime was fun.

everyone was noisy.

life is so slow now, and boring.

the thought of thinking that you have everything for a moment, but having it all taken away fills me up with fear. The scene of you alone through the toughest times of your life, having no other path to choose, leading your life full of regret and sorrow. Compared to a young child, who has many paths to choose and many years ahead of her, while you have no where else to go. It hurts to see you in your position, but it will hurt even more to see you walk away. i need to remove these thoughts from my mind right now.