i haven't been blogging in QUITE A WHILE!
so anyway, HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! FINALLLLLLLLLLY!
had an advantage tennis bbq ON FRIDAY!
was quite fun (:
catching up with everyone, oh well now it is studies all the way...
no more training!
open house was on saturday!
i think it has been.... okay more like never....
have we played monkey with the WHOLE team, all of us!
it was fun :D
went for dinner after that with huiqi, WE WERE KIND OF STRANDED.
with no where to eat, finally settled down at lucky plaza.


i hate it when i see the look on your face
when we are all dressed up, and you're not.
you'll ask us " where are your going"
and we'll reply " somewhere"
obviously not including you in our plans.
i hate the look when we come in through that door
and you ask us " what did you buy"
and we reply "stuff"
but that will not make up for the lost time we've had
but i can't make them see
i hate being the in between one
everything is falling apart, do you see.
i'm all alone here, not knowing what to do
how to make them look at reality
and see how all of us are drifting.
that look that you give us.
the sorrow and feeling of being left out.
i can read it all on your face, but they can't
it's those moments when you go
" where are you going" , "are you buying food back?"
when you open that door for us, or lock it.
when you close that door,
it's what's separating us.